BrainRightHeartWrong Posted June 20, 2011 Share Posted June 20, 2011 Hello, haven't been here in a while and it's good to be back... I seen my ex last night in a bar(broke up 1 1/2 years ago) but she didn't see me, I spoke to one of her friends outside having a smoke and she informed me my ex was inside with "her man"... which admittedly I didn't like hearing this! I seen her several times before, once I was out on a date with a young blonde girl (who happened to be a waste of my time LOL) and I avoided her then as well as I knew she wouldn't like seeing me with a girl. I only spoke with one of her friends but I would have liked to speak to her sister etc. but I stayed clear The thing is today I feel terribly bloody lonely and outside 'life'. I can usually feel like this and obviously she has really moved on and for some weird reason it hurt me! Everyone says I have everything to live for but I'm sure some of you out there are told the same and like me I just don't get it! I suppose I would like to talk to her after all she is a good person but I don't think she would feel the same way, I understand she was very hurt after our breakup and probably wants to forget the time together. Damn why can't life be easier and enjoyable? Link to post Share on other sites
coltsfan1 Posted June 20, 2011 Share Posted June 20, 2011 it is seeing her was only a set back I bet a week ago you weren't think about it or posting on this board. A year and a half on i think it just stirred old emotions... Link to post Share on other sites
Author BrainRightHeartWrong Posted June 20, 2011 Author Share Posted June 20, 2011 it is seeing her was only a set back I bet a week ago you weren't think about it or posting on this board. A year and a half on i think it just stirred old emotions... True, I wasn't, but I think what I was told had more of an effect on me than just seeing her I wonder why her friend told me this info then asked me did I ever meet someone else. If it were me I simply wouldn't mention a friend's relationship status to their ex! I suppose I'm lucky, if we had a kid I would have to go and collect him/her from her house and see all this. A situation I would not like very much! Link to post Share on other sites
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