FeelsBadMan Posted June 20, 2011 Share Posted June 20, 2011 Ugh where to begin. Ok I am 18 and she is 16, I have liked her since i first met her (although she doesn’t know that). Probably about 3 or 4 months after we met we had what I would call a "Thing" and I am not talking about sex or anything of the sort .It ended up lasting like a week because we could never find time to see each other. The problem is this girl really captivates me like no other ever has, I use to be what you may call a player but I swear I would give it all up for this one particular girl in a heartbeat. Well anyways, about a couple weeks ago (this is probably another 3 or 4 months AFTER our thing) we are now back together, we in fact just got our first kiss the other day (it was fantastic). But here is the problem. I think I am falling in love with her and I DONT want to, she doesn’t want that and honestly, a serious relationship isn’t what this girl needs in this part of her life and I understand that. She plans on going to college and all that and im probably going to be joing the navy. It hurts so insanely bad because on one hand, I have her, I can hug her, hold her, even kiss her, but on the other I know its only for so long and I know she doesn’t like me as much as I do her. God she is so amazing though, so very intelligent, so pretty, so innocent and most of all humble. I was shocked to find out I took her on her first date, she is really something special. I want to move on and NOT fall in love with her, but I also don’t want to break up with her again, god knows i regretted it last time. I am having a huge inner conflict over the whole issue and its tearing me to pieces. What the hell should I do? I just want to not care about her so much and be able to keep dating her and enjoying this while it lasts, but I can’t seem to make myself stop freaking caring so much about her. Its tearing me to pieces. Sincerely, FeelsBadMan [FONT=Times New Roman][sIZE=3] [/sIZE][/FONT] Link to post Share on other sites
TearyEyedPride Posted June 20, 2011 Share Posted June 20, 2011 Yeah... I don't think that's possible... I mean when you really like someone and continue to build a bond with them your emotions take hold and it develops into something deeper. I don't think the fundamentals have changed on that. It sounds like you may be setting yourself up for heartbreak here. If she doesn't like you as much as you like her, and then you guys are both going your separate ways anyways... why suffer now only to hurt much more later? Link to post Share on other sites
Author FeelsBadMan Posted June 20, 2011 Author Share Posted June 20, 2011 Yea thats what im affraid of. A part of me really just wants to break up with her delete her number, facebook, pictures, so i can just stop thinking about her and get over her. But i know i cant do that shes much to sweet of a girl and doesnt diserve that, shes never done anything wrong to me. I wish i could just bring meself to end it but i know ill be seeing her again and start regreting it. Why does this **** have to be so hard? I feel like a total tool, im ussualy the one the runs away when someone starts to care to much, im ussualy the commitment shy guy. The tables have turned and it sucks. Link to post Share on other sites
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