Roxxstar Posted June 30, 2011 Share Posted June 30, 2011 It's been about a month, we've talked briefly via txt & email. It's like she's easily just gone on with her life; me... I feel absolutely miserable. Maybe it's the holiday weekend, I seem to feel worse each day without her. I feel an overwhelming loss. I don't want this to consume me but it feels like it is. I need some encouragement!! Link to post Share on other sites
TheVSilent Posted June 30, 2011 Share Posted June 30, 2011 It isn't easy my friend. I've been dumped since May 13th, in which she started NC the day of, I didn't however, each week since then I tried to contact her. Well I made a pact with myself, why keep doing this? It isn't helping, so I have been all week NC and made a appointment for counceling to help me talk out my issues, (I was emotionally abusive). Sometimes I can't believe it is really over, but I look at the gap of time and realize she still hasn't talked to me, so it gets a little more easier to accept reality. Just do this man, do it for you! I'm going to make a positive change, I am going to do this for me, and I'm going to overcome this pain, it hurts so bad right now, but you got to be a man, we are men! Men cry, sure, but I like to motivate myself with that lol. The holiday weekend sucks, of course I am wondering who she is with or what she is doing, but I can't control it, I can only control me, and as long as I realize what I did was wrong, and try to make a positive change, I can live with that. Be strong my friend! We are in this together. Link to post Share on other sites
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