Why am I even posting?

[listen_to_me_please]

I don't even know why I am even posting. I use to check this site regiliously for about 2 years, right after I found out my ex girlfriend, my first love was sleeping with another dude and she was't trying to apologize for it, actually she did try one time but I stop her mid-sentence. Say sorry to god, not me.

 

In any event, I went nc for about 2.5 years and she sent me a facebook request so I accepted two months later, we chatted on the phone after that and then I defriended her.

 

I don't even think about her anymore, I use to think about her every morning, and every night for about 2 years and once I went back home, my sister had a baby, it all started to go away. I sort of wonder why I was even broken about that relationship, I never knew emotions could severly effect your physche.

 

As about my ex, what can I say? I loved that girl to death, I guess I wasn't outgoing enough for her, who knows. Atleast I know in the back of my head that she still loved me, I would of married her. I'm going to always remember, I think she's going to always remember as well.

 

But I'll never contact her. Baby girl wanted to explore and never told me she was fawking a new dude. You go girl, be happy! I'll see you in another life.

[BlindRage]

I don't even know why I am even posting. I use to check this site regiliously for about 2 years, right after I found out my ex girlfriend, my first love was sleeping with another dude and she was't trying to apologize for it, actually she did try one time but I stop her mid-sentence. Say sorry to god, not me.

 

In any event, I went nc for about 2.5 years and she sent me a facebook request so I accepted two months later, we chatted on the phone after that and then I defriended her.

 

I don't even think about her anymore, I use to think about her every morning, and every night for about 2 years and once I went back home, my sister had a baby, it all started to go away. I sort of wonder why I was even broken about that relationship, I never knew emotions could severly effect your physche.

 

As about my ex, what can I say? I loved that girl to death, I guess I wasn't outgoing enough for her, who knows. Atleast I know in the back of my head that she still loved me, I would of married her. I'm going to always remember, I think she's going to always remember as well.

 

But I'll never contact her. Baby girl wanted to explore and never told me she was fawking a new dude. You go girl, be happy! I'll see you in another life.

 

 

Excellent post. I'm glad you shared it. It's always good to see people can rebuilt themselves and their emotions after such an event. It gives hope to many who at the moment, don't see a way out of it.

 

There is always a light at the end of the tunnel. Even if it takes a while to get there.

 

Thanks for your post