Angry

[Treble Clef]

It's been a month, and I've gone from depression to fuming mad. (some foul language)

 

 

 

All the negative memories surface. Can't stop thinking of:

 

-all the stupid crap he pulled which made no sense

 

-the neediness

 

-his obsession with physical contact. A heartfelt talk isn't good enough, nooo just cos your ******* ass isn't there nothing matters. I can't always be there at this point in time. He knew it was going to be that way for a few years. So why confess to me in the first place?!

 

-how I was never had that magical intuitive girlfriend sense he wanted. I'm very logical and scientific. If you want something, TELL ME

 

-I hear he's getting lots of job ops and having fun with our old HS friends

 

-wondering if he's shopping for new girls. So much for promises about always loving you and crap. Why do people make grandiose promises no one can live up to?

 

-how I had to change a huge part of myself by being with him. I admit some areas are changed for the better but others just fill me with horror

 

-the indignity of being dumped via email

 

 

And the past 2 days he has had the audacity to post stuff on my facebook. What kind of game is he playing?! I still haven't found my closure and he's acting like we're friends again? After one month of silence why suddenly ask about my class schedule and post stupid jokes on my wall? *&^%

 

I"m sooooo angry I want to explode >:'(

[louise_23]

It's been a month, and I've gone from depression to fuming mad. (some foul language)

 

 

 

All the negative memories surface. Can't stop thinking of:

 

-all the stupid crap he pulled which made no sense

 

-the neediness

 

-his obsession with physical contact. A heartfelt talk isn't good enough, nooo just cos your ******* ass isn't there nothing matters. I can't always be there at this point in time. He knew it was going to be that way for a few years. So why confess to me in the first place?!

 

-how I was never had that magical intuitive girlfriend sense he wanted. I'm very logical and scientific. If you want something, TELL ME

 

-I hear he's getting lots of job ops and having fun with our old HS friends

 

-wondering if he's shopping for new girls. So much for promises about always loving you and crap. Why do people make grandiose promises no one can live up to?

 

-how I had to change a huge part of myself by being with him. I admit some areas are changed for the better but others just fill me with horror

 

-the indignity of being dumped via email

 

 

And the past 2 days he has had the audacity to post stuff on my facebook. What kind of game is he playing?! I still haven't found my closure and he's acting like we're friends again? After one month of silence why suddenly ask about my class schedule and post stupid jokes on my wall? *&^%

 

I"m sooooo angry I want to explode >:'(

 

 

he is being an ass. if it was me, id block him on facebook. id change my number as well. he is just attention seeking, you want to kill the weed zap it at the roots.

[oldguy]

Anger is good, it's one of the 5 stages, (some say 7), & my personal fave of grief.

 

I do agree though, block the b@#st#$d from you FB

[FinOuch]

Lmfao...I hit angry mode shortly after I found out that he did, in fact, leave me for a girl he had met two weeks prior to the breakup. And then out of the blue I got an email from him the following week asking if I was still going to do this sporting event he signed me up for.

 

What a joke!

I have no idea why someone people act the way they do. Ignore him. Take away his ability to post and comment on your wall. (I wouldn't block him because he's obviously trolling your page, so just taking away his posting ability will tick him off more...but I'm vengeful like that).

Move on with life.

 

 

A couple/few more weeks and you'll be past the anger. Next is acceptance. Some people think it's the hardest phase. I actually find it much better than the deep depression. At least now there's some sort of peace.