I have a jealousy/envy problem now? How can I get rid of this?

[xWhyMe]

I don't know what is wrong with me. I didn't used to be like this...... at all. When I see whores, or hookers or just girls that act like they can't go without riding on top of a guy for one week it really disgusts me. I didn't used to care about those types of woman at all. I think it has to do with my breakup. Me and my bf broke up my 2 months ago... I think now he thinks I'm a whore. I was never ever like this at all. I'm not a whore never thought of being one but he just couldn't trust me at all. When I'm dating a guy I ONLY date one guy..... I do not fantasize about being with other men. If I'm horny, I'll have sex with the guy I'm with.. NOT SOMEONE ELSE. If my bf happens to not be there when I need my needs satisfied.. I will not call someone over and fk them. No, I am not that kind of girl. There were a few more issues between my ex but I wont mention them because it will be too long to read. Basically he thought I was a lier, I never lied. He was the one that was lying and he was the one that actually caused our relationship to go down the drain because if he really cared he wouldn't have did what he did. He thinks I'm the one that caused it.. NO he was the one.

 

I won't get into that thou .. anyway.. when I see a pretty girl.. or something like that. I really have no idea why I get this horrible feeling and I immediately think about my ex? What is wrong with me?!?

 

Oh, nobody cheated in this relationship.. I most certainly did not cheat. I feel I'm the innocent one here and he's just a dumbazz. He's 16 and decided to rebound with a 22 year old chick... I think they broke up like a few days ago but whatever I don't really care I hope he's suffering -.-. This has been 2 months ago and I'm still not over.. wtf is my problem.