and jealous does he really like me or stringing me along?

[Miss_Lauren]

i have known this guy for about two months now we have been kinda shorta somewhat been seeing each other for about a month but actually we are just friends as to why i say that is because he says he isn't looking or with someone else i have grown to like him a lot (not so much now) but i'll get into that later on. we have been gone out a couple of times once he has taken me out to an amusement park that was happening in my city he help my hand wrapped his arm around me as we walked bought me ice cream as me sat at the park you know couples would do he has told me that he likes me as well that i'm fun pretty he enjoys my company that i make him feel good even if it's not sex i make him smile and laugh taken me out for a few drinks nothing too serious he lives with his parents right now to save up to move out and find a place of his own so when his parents are gone to their trailer he has taken me up to his parents place to spend the night a few times once he has offered to bring my five year old son up with us to spend the weekend their and had a great times and has even taken me to his parents trailer when they were not their. he had bought me a little something from the sex shop nothing to big i thought it was cute it was sex tape cause i told him how i like to be tied up. NOW to get to everything else. we have talked about our past relationships how we both been cheated on and lied to i told him that i went through many of those in my life how i had cought my sons father on a online dating site jealousy how we both hate jealous people but either of us don't mind that we have friends of the opposite sex before either of us knew or dated one another but i would be jealous if he started becoming friends with a female while we are together which i think is pretty understandable and he said ya i guess he goes on about how he's a good guy and that he knows he is and that i would kick myself in the ass if i pushed him away cause i am always comparing him to other guys but can you blame me? mostly all my relationships have be based on lies and cheats i hadn't had a boyfriend in almost a year and had planed not to have or be interested in another guy for a very long time i haven't been and i start liking guys very fast but all the guys that i have talked to hung out with all made me disgusted now and they were all my types to but there was something about him that drew me to him very quickly i guess because of what he has done for me and with me that no other guy has in like 5 years. one day i guess it was the second or thired time that we met he was looking at his phone and i was being a bit noisey cause i really liked his phone i noticed that he had an app frome the dating site plenty of fish i teased him about it i didn't care we were just talking at the time he said he thought he's try it out ok whatever one day we were in his car talking somehow into the conversation he was showing me pictures of what he use to put on on his dating profile back when he "use" to go on (yes he said back when he USE to go on them) this monday something had told me to go on that site to look for him to see if he still goes on their seeing that he told me that he doesn't when i found him he was online so i desided to make a fake profile to see what would happen and within a few hours he had sent me a message and we have been messaging back a fourth ever since on my profile it has the same city that he lives in asking me questions about how i like it their and how i was staying there with a friend till i work things out with my parents and staying with them for the time being what i was looking for and doing on their telling me bout his last relationships but i already knew that and the big shocker was he told me he was talking to this girl for 5 to 6 weeks and that he had asked her for her number but she never got back to him since then that means the whole time that we have been together even though we are just friends he has been going behind my back on their trying to hook up with other girls while being with me which actually made me sick i had called him today the sametime that i saw him online i asked him what are you doing he paused for a second then stuttered for a second then told me he was palying a game on his computer and he doesn't like jealouse girls? how am i not suppose to be jealouse towards that? mind you i'm not all that young and netheir is he i'm 25 and he's 30 so what should i do? keep the profile to i **** him over just like what he is doing to me cause if he can why can't i and then catch him in the act? and keep manipulating him the way he is with me? and string that along for a month or two cause it's starting to become a bit fun cause i was thinking in a month or two i would actually make a profile of myself with my pic and see what he has to say if he does but that would make him a hypocrite i'm just really confused and really would like some advice thanks to all who has taken the time to read this and helping me out

[TaraMaiden]

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