Message for all the broken hearted people out there

[RuinedLife]

Main message is...

 

Don't do what I did!!

Don't try to stay in contact with your ex!!

And don't cling on to the wreckage of a broken relationship like I'm trying to!!

 

But, just found this on youtube and has some very true messages.

 

Poem for the broken hearted

 

And I'm still feeling the heartbreak very intensely myself.. so jotted down some of my own thoughts and feelings in this poem-

 

After so many months, I should be well on the mend

But still I seem determined, to follow my masochistic trend

As my withered old heart, it still hurts so much

But as I try to hang on with a fragile failing crutch

The more my ego is shattered and broken

All this, because of words that I should never have spoken

 

I've tried to make peace and to let it all go

But it continues to haunt me and fill me with woe

I wish it would end, I wish it would stop

But seems in my heart, my ex still sits on top

 

And the horrible torment I suffered back then

Ceaselessly plagues me and sucks dry my ink pen

Sometimes I think the penny must soon drop

And for a slit second it might and the fantasy go pop

But the terror it reveals is so petrifyingly paralysing

Like a unstoppable mob, determined to carol sing

 

So I try my best to cover all the hurt up again

With delusions of true love, thinking its not if, but when

He'll come back and tell me that I am his one,

But its nothing but lies, its all a big con.

 

As no longer does my soul mate value my touch

Instead I'm a stranger, who's pleas don't mean much

And although it rips me apart and kills me inside

I realize I must accept we've long been untied

And now I know I must leave his stage

But I can't seem to escape his deadly heartbreaking cage

 

Many have tried to give me the key

To guide me to safety, to set my heart free

But everyone keeps failing, and I think I know why

Because as much as I struggle, as much as I try

I can't hide from the truth of my deep seated love

And as hard as I shovel, as hard as I shove

I am lacking the strength to keep it all out

All of that false hope, which continues to shout

 

But soon I will fall to the very depths of despair

And when I do, seems doubtful anyone will care

Not that I blame them, of course I do not

It just makes me shrink further, to the size of a dot

And sends such a cold shiver to the pit of my spine

As I may one day soon, reach the end of my line.

 

Edited July 21, 2011 by RuinedLife