Author Yasuandio Posted August 14, 2011 Author Share Posted August 14, 2011 (edited) I have such a huge shiner there is no way Im leaving the house. It even take up part of my red swollen nose. My undereye is the color of a dark ripe plum - and is so big It is in my viewing range. I refused the hospital treatment. I know they will me assume I am a 513 when they see my meds. Since the xrays weren't done until after everyone left, tHat meant I have to wait until Monday. My doctor thought I was ok though - since I made thru the night and got over there ok. I used up what doctor gave me already. I need the refill on meds for pain. But the pain is much better unless I touch it. That may be just as well. That Loratab crap is such a mean drug. I think I can live without it. And this must mean I'm getting better. I was really worried ablout the little bones in my elbow, anckle, and left dominant arm. But I can move them, swelling is down. Looks like I am tough old bird. Only my nose is big red and swollen. I can't remember part two right now. I'll come with something later. SOS, Yas I'm sorry Im just repeating myself. Please forgive me. I'm worried about WGW and Saul. I hope we hear from him soon. Edited August 14, 2011 by Yasuandio Link to post Share on other sites
dreamingoftigers Posted August 15, 2011 Share Posted August 15, 2011 I hope you feel better soon. That sounds like quite the bonking you took. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Yasuandio Posted August 30, 2011 Author Share Posted August 30, 2011 (edited) Guys, I need some help. My memory is numb from meeds, it's like I have alzheimer's. No Shyt. Did I talk about my accident and injuries from chasing the PI car already? Man, I went out the first time yesterday, to the grocery and for my meds. It took me forever to. Pick out stuff as my house is empty. The poor dogs had no treats for over a week. I was a little wobbly when I got there, but when I finished shopping, it looked like I had just been in a car wreck! Every single bone in my body was aching. I needed assistance putting my stuff on the checkout counter, and was totally leaning on the cart while the poor boy walked me out to my car. I really could have used a cane on the other side. I guess I got hurt worse than I thought. If someone knows where ive written this story, kindly move it for me please. This last surveillance deal, and my subsequent injuries have pushed the envelope to the point where I don't want to live in this house, the other house, the other, or in this state for that matter. I'm not sure how many days I've been stuck in the house due to my purple/blue/green nose, huge right shiner, and medium left shiner. I want to get the he'll outta here. I am dead serious, I can't take it anymore. He is silently getting to me. My body is not recovering like it used to due to my age. See my lawyer Thursday. Perhaps we can get some movement in my case. Thanks for reading guys. Edited August 30, 2011 by Yasuandio Link to post Share on other sites
Author Yasuandio Posted August 31, 2011 Author Share Posted August 31, 2011 Can't someone write some junk on my thread? I had a really hard time at the grocery store tonight. Can't remember if I told ya about it or not. But anyway, I totally need some convo, and some stars. Link to post Share on other sites
worldgonewrong Posted August 31, 2011 Share Posted August 31, 2011 Can't someone write some junk on my thread? I had a really hard time at the grocery store tonight. Can't remember if I told ya about it or not. But anyway, I totally need some convo, and some stars. You're throwing yourself in front of vehicles and getting maimed and dragging out your divorce, and you have the temerity to sh*t on my thread when I'm only 7 months out in a separation? Screw stars. You need help. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Yasuandio Posted August 31, 2011 Author Share Posted August 31, 2011 (edited) You're throwing yourself in front of vehicles and getting maimed and dragging out your divorce, and you have the temerity to sh*t on my thread when I'm only 7 months out in a separation? Screw stars. You need help. WGW, thank for taking the bait, and beginning a dialogue on this subject. In fact, I have tons of health providers, a social worker to assist me with society 50 minuites per week, a doctor of psychology to provide me psycho- therapy each week, and a wonderful (they are all wonderful, really) psychiatrist whom I wish could spend more time with me, and probably should - but he has so many patients. My drug costs would feed a family of four. And there is no excuse for my conduct. Look, just look, at how lucky I am to be the recipient of such care. Post divorce, things might not be so rosy. That's something to be terrorized about. Actually, I don't think it's ever a good time to find out your a bi-polar individual. I'm just sort of learning how to cope with this desease. It, or most likely these mind eff drugs, have really twisted my personality. One thing I can say for sure. The stress of a 3 year protracted divorce Are not the best condition for this illness. Finding out your have some bizarro illness after you've entered divorce territory, at my age, I think is the most frightening thing I've ever faced. It is the first time in my life that I'm not self sufficient! I am a dependent. I am disabled. I am on so many drugs that I'm getting concerned about my driving. Now, factor in the surveillance. It's been going on about a year and a half from what I know of. I have called the police many times, and made reports. My attorney has written letters, and opposing council denies, denies, denies. Of course, my health care providers treat me. And my few friends are there to comfort me. But I will tell you right now, I have had the distinct impression that many if not most everyone thinks and/or wonders if possibly I may be having delusions. Couple weeks ago, a guy was snapping pix of me while I got my mail. I thought it might be the disability insurance company staking me out. My social work specialist said her usual condescending "yas, yas, yas.". You know, even my best friend girl of 15 years was doubting me - I could hear it in the tone of her "uh ha's....." That night, when I looked up, and saw that black beamer, just sitting there, with his dimmers barely on, parked on the wrong wrong side of my street, facing my living and bedroom windows -- something just snapped in me. I continue to seek help for this condition. My conduct was inappropriate. I caused my own injuries. What I did was wreckless and stupid. But I did get the photos. And my story seems to be taken a bit more seriously, or at least that is my sense. I guess I should be ashamed of myself, WGW. But it kind of ended the "gaslighting" when I was flashing that dude with the camera, with my Torrett's mouth in full gear -- and blood flying around all over the place from my nose injury. This guy looked so stunned - like a deer caught with your headlight. He said to me "Lady, there ain't nothing you can do about." And that made me laugh hysterically for some outlandish reason I don't what. Maybe it was because he sounded like he was trying be a gangster, but he looked like a scared jack rabbit, as if he had had that convo just recently.... Something like, "man, she can't do anything if you want to park on public property, man you can do it, there's noth'in illigal about it man. The cops can't do shyt because your no on her property, man." I bet he will never do that again, he might have piss't in his pants, you never know. Speaking of which, WGW, I really think you were exaggerating. My post was more like a little pee-pee water. I wouldn't waste a flush for it, dude. Chill man, chill. Regarding legal matters, WGW, I am lucky indeed to have one of the most outstanding attorneys in Atlanta. Do you have some suggestions on how we might proceed? If so, inquiring minds really want to know! My attorney, doctors and I sure want this divorce behind me, while, at the same time protecting my interests, as soon as possible. We certainly are NOT responsible for dragging this case out. 100 Push-Ups, Soldier, Stat Honey Y Edited August 31, 2011 by Yasuandio Link to post Share on other sites
Author Yasuandio Posted August 31, 2011 Author Share Posted August 31, 2011 (edited) I saw what you wrote on the jungle thread. Gosh, I certainly didn't mean to be weird and aggressive towards you, personally, like an internet-stalker might be up to. I just happened to have been discussing puke buckets on another thread, and what you did made me feel sick, in a caring sort of way. I wish you wouldn't do stuff like this. I suppose I'd rather be characterized as "brutally direct." As you can see from my post, I accept your perspective regarding my conduct the night in question. Although this post stands in sharp contrast to other responses you've provided on same topic, I believe this to be your most honest response, and the other posts you wrote "just to be nice." WGW, you very well may be incapable of understanding why I went after that vehicle. And I know, for a fact, you cannot fathom why lighting up the interior of car, and exposing the perpetrator with my flash, over and over and over again, was so GD effing ironic, validating, and hysterical - all, at the same time. I will never doubt my instincts again. Before I leave this subject, I must confess that I am actually the person that experienced the bladder control issue that night. That said, I am, sincerely, very sorry Mr. WGW. I really thought you had a tougher skin. Please forgive me for my insensitivity on your thread, and I promise not to ever write another thing on it again. I could have but did not remove the above post because I spent a lot of time on it, you asked for it, and it was a perfect opportunity to discuss the extreme fear, panic, and paranoia one might feel when faced with a contentious divorce. As well, how contentiousness can effect the mental health of the other spouse, case in point. I really wish my HELP and medicines were HELPing more, but obviously, I have done something very wrong, again. Edited August 31, 2011 by Yasuandio Link to post Share on other sites
Author Yasuandio Posted August 31, 2011 Author Share Posted August 31, 2011 Moving on, as "they" say... Guys, get ready, this could be a puke bucket, "Lucy" idea I've come up with. I may be a little manic tonight, because it's morning and I'm still awake. I've been fighting the urge. Lord knows I have some other important things to do - like, GET EMMISIONS & TAGS 2-MORROW (2-DAY, I THINK?). Oh, I need your opinion on my new tags. I'm losing the husband inspired ethnic tag, for one that is more "me," - up to seven characters. In order of preference, these are what I came up with: OSUPHD OSUDOC MZZPHD HOTRATZ The top one is propably already taken. I sorta leaning towards MZZPHD, and I bet no one has come up with that. It's kinda of cute, and humble, like me. I don't really want to look all doctory. Vote please. Or suggest other ideas for Ohio State Ph.D. Tomorrow is deadline. On to today's subject. What was it? Oh, yeah. Let me say it real short and sweet, like the velvet ___. What about if I sent some 8 x 10 glossier of my Mohammad Ali face in the mail to Husband? With a note that says "is this really where you want to go?" And I could include pix of the guy he hired to prove I'm not a dummy anymore, and gaslight is no longer dimming down. Just tell me the truth. I'm hoping if he see's my little nose busted up, and my swollen eyes he will have a realization that he's gone to far, and he'll suddenly want to be nice to me. And he will feel bad for doing these things. And somehow, I won't have to be afraid for awhile. Gag, puke buckets, Stokholme's Syndrome, Fear. This is an SOS. Please, advise me on photography project and tags. Be direct and tough. I can take it like a man. YAS Rated PG Link to post Share on other sites
trippi1432 Posted August 31, 2011 Share Posted August 31, 2011 Yas - Sweetie, nix the photo project...just feeds his lawyers with more documentation....divorce is a zoo...and we have all seen those signs at the zoo "DO NOT FEED THE ANIMALS!!". Turn over what you have to your lawyers, will help your case, but don't help him build a case by getting baited in. On the tags: MZZPHD is a good one....I like HOTRATZ too for that cute little red sports car of yours. Hugs Yas - hope you have a speedy recovery in your healing. ~T~ Link to post Share on other sites
Author Yasuandio Posted August 31, 2011 Author Share Posted August 31, 2011 (edited) 10-4 Trippi. I'm obviously in mania at this time, and will heed your advice. I don't know day from night. But I got to get those tags before August expires. Don't feed the animals. Don't feed the animals. Don't feed the animals. Got it. Thank you honey, you are sooooo sweet! Yas [aka MZZPHD or HOTRATZ, to honor Zappa, but mostly, for the purpose to confuse people]. Edited August 31, 2011 by Yasuandio Remove incriminating evidence Link to post Share on other sites
LifesontheUp Posted August 31, 2011 Share Posted August 31, 2011 Are you sure you got the best attorney?......I mean 3 years over divorce sounds awfully long to me. Sounds like he is good at running up your bill Link to post Share on other sites
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