alexa137 Posted August 13, 2011 Share Posted August 13, 2011 ok so maybe tonight is my first date since breakup 3 weeks ago, crazy thing is i had a dream with the the guy im going on a date with( i previously dated him briefly about a yr ago) and that i was kissing him and all i could think about was my ex! and the kiss was bad! and might i add that my ex was the best kisser, lover etc...(you know what i mean) I woke up missing him alot and i wonder all the time if he thinks about and if he misses me or just doesnt have feelings! ugh! i know( since i know myself very well!) that i will be thinking of my ex the whole time im on the date. I cant help it! Im basically just going because im so bored of being home alone everynight being sad and crying and wishing my ex would wake up and realize im a good hearted person, but dont think that will happen the guy im going on a date with knows ive been hurt and i already warned him that Im only going out as friends and that im not looking for a relationship and anything that involves feelings( or sex) and that matter- just friends. ugh why cant i just let it go????!!! Link to post Share on other sites
khrystyna Posted August 13, 2011 Share Posted August 13, 2011 A lot of girls think it is better to get over guys by seeing new guys . And i'm proud that you did go out , hopefully you enjoyed the time you spent with that boy . You were clear with your date , which is good and respectful . You're obviously a nice girl and loyal to your feelings . But be strong , guys we love dont understand our pain ever . I'd suggest not to call , not to text , dont do anything stupid you might regret about later , but keep your head up and enjoy . Your ex has more chances to be back soon if he sees you're happy without him , post pictures of you having fun with your girlfriends , get new hot outfit , play with new make up . Just so you feel good about yourself . Guys are attracted to happier women . And maybe by the time your ex is back , you'll find yourself uninterested in him . Just put that smile on , go get mani-pedi, go to the hair stylist etc and have so much fun with your friends that the friends of your ex start talking about you to him )) . And go on dates , you're not kissing with them or doing anything anyways (until you feel like it) . Link to post Share on other sites
Author alexa137 Posted August 13, 2011 Author Share Posted August 13, 2011 well i really dont feel like going to the movies now, not really ready to even be around another guy! and to khrystna yea i am a good person thats caring etc. but its kinda hard to do anything when you live in a s mall town and dont have a job to go out and do anything so i spend my time sleeping, watching tv and on the internet reading. my friends dont do much because they have alot of kids or work alot or live out of town, so just kinda stuck at home, its get very lonely, boring and depressing Link to post Share on other sites
Author alexa137 Posted August 14, 2011 Author Share Posted August 14, 2011 the funny thing is we are both on plentyoffish and zoosk dating sites(how we meet) and the both fri and sat night he was online til midnight and this morning! i know this because so was I, as another profile(not my main one), I made another with a different name to see if he would view me, and he did! i dont think he knew it was me because the pic was a few years ago when i had long straight hair with blonde highlights(very diff than now) also when i click on "my matches" he is one of the first ones that pops up! so it probably does it for him too! lol so most likely he was home all weekend also without a date or whatever! im still hoping he realizes that im a good woman and calls me, but doubt it i didnt realize how much i really liked him, because i still cry everyday and depressed about the breakup Link to post Share on other sites
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