angry Posted May 3, 2004 Share Posted May 3, 2004 i had to put my bunny to sleep not to long ago, he was my bestest friend for many a year but age and ill health forced me to do what was right for him. well my boyfriend who i live with were fighting alot before i had to put him to sleep. there were several times when i would feel anger towards my bunny as well because i felt i could not leave my boyfriend because it is too hard to find a new place to live when you have pets. so i waited it out. when the time came, he was there with me and ever so supportive of my pain and he cried as well. i could not leave him then because i knew he cared about us and things got so much better for us. however there are days now that i feel angry at him because when i had my bunny i wanted to leave him at times, when he was very mean and verbally abusive to me. the only thing then holding me here was my bunny. of course i loved him too but wanted to leave because of the fighting. now that my bunny is gone, i get hurt towards him too for wishing that i did not have the bunny to keep me here. am i being followed here? i do not know know if i make any sense because it is confusing to me to. when i had my bunny i could not leave and felt anger towards my bunny. now that my bunny is gone i can leave anytime if i wanted to. now i do not want to leave but still feel anger towards boyfriend for wishing my bunny was not here any longer. when i was mad at him, i wished my bunny was not here, now he is not here and i feel resentment towards boyfriend for wishing that about my bunny when i was angry at boyfriend. Link to post Share on other sites
Sundaymorning Posted May 3, 2004 Share Posted May 3, 2004 is this post for real? Link to post Share on other sites
Sundaymorning Posted May 3, 2004 Share Posted May 3, 2004 so you got mad at your bunny when he made you mad? Maybe stop getting mad at something else but what made you mad? Link to post Share on other sites
angry Posted May 3, 2004 Share Posted May 3, 2004 i was very stressed out here mind you, ok? i felt trapped with him here because i had my poor little aging bunny to take care. i could not up and leave because of him. after his passing things got really good between us. then i found myself having resentments towards him for feeling trapped with him because of my bunny. i know this is hard to understand because it is hard to explain. now it is so nice out side and i feel such a deep loss for my bunny and when i feel that deep loss for him i feel angry at my boyfriend for having wished i didn't have my bunny to deal with so i could of left him then. maybe best to forget this post because it is too confusing and my heart hurts all ready and i do not want to be judged or persecuted by anyone right now because my heart aches all the time as it is from my loss. Link to post Share on other sites
befuddled11 Posted May 4, 2004 Share Posted May 4, 2004 I feel dizzy after reading all that!! I can't really make ANY sense out of your post. You were mad at him. You were mad at your bunny. You resented having to take care of an aging bunny. Your bunny died. You miss your bunny. You stayed with your boyfriend only because of the bunny. The bunny is now gone and you're angry at your boyfriend. Seriously, I think your problem exceeds the help we can offer here. Sounds like you need professional help to work through your anger and resentment and, um, whatever it is. Bowwie is that you? Link to post Share on other sites
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