Went out on a perfect date with him tonight

[Lilmisus]

So, after strongly thinking about what to do about Mr. Coworker, I decided to go out on a date with him and give him a shot. Mainly just to see if my feelings would get any more straightened out while out with him, or if I could decide if I wanted to get involved with him or not.

 

Let's just say: wow.

 

Tonight, he was definitely a Mr. Prince Charming.

 

The date wasn't too much to speak of, just movie (30 minutes or less) and dinner (ihop, only place that was opened where we were at), but he treated me like I was a princess and that I was his world tonight. The other day he was telling me how much he wanted to be with me, and how his feelings were a lot stronger than they should be (he also admitted that he originally started talking to me because he thought we could have "fun" together since neither of us wanted a relationship, but that that changed and he wanted to be in a relationship with me), and tonight pretty much showed that.

 

What really made me swoon a bit, was the fact that he's the first guy who's ever given me roses, and tonight he gave me three of them in a cute little vase, along with a toy he saw someplace (said if the date didn't go well, at least I got a toy from it! ). He also made it a point to open my car door each time (no guy has ever done that...), make sure I was always comfortable, and to tell me how much he likes me. During the movie and after dinner in the booth, I laid against him and in his arms, and it just felt very right and nice. It honestly felt like we'd been dating for a lot longer than just one date, and I'm sure it looked that way to everyone else around us too.

 

The only issue is...I still don't know what I want to do. This guy at least seems to be amazing in many different ways, but especially when I found out I might be getting calls from his son's mother and her boyfriend, is when I realized just how much I'd be getting into if I started dating him. I told him that if she wants to talk to me, have at it, I wont stop her and I'll probably just laugh, but in reality...it kind of makes me wonder what a future with him would look like. Especially since I'm still not feeling my heart open up to him just yet... At the end of the date (and after me kissing him) I told him I still wasn't sure about a second date, but that I'd let him know, and he said he was okay with taking things as slow as I needed to take them (he knows all about my ex and everything like that btw).

 

Tonight was just so freakin' perfect, and no regrets at all for at least going on this one date with him.