hurtingandconfused Posted May 5, 2004 Share Posted May 5, 2004 Life is good. But life can be better. I understand that sometimes in life we cannot have what we really want. I miss my ex's company. I have not contacted her because I feel as if she does not want to be bothered. I have no urge of calling or seeing her. I do not hope for her to change her mind. I can live my life without her, but I know that if she was in my life it would be better. I can always find someone "better" but in reality the girl that left me is the girl that I really wanted. I know that I have learned my lesson from the mistakes that I've done. I guess that makes me a better person eh? Sometimes life gets hard. The only thing that I really hope for is that everything works out for me. I'm not really looking for anyone, what I'm truly looking forward is a full recovery from the healing process(pain), and I have to say this sucks. Letting go is the easy part, it's knowing yourself that's the tuffy. I do not ask myself why do I still love her, or why did this happen. Life is filled with surprises, I'm just hoping my next surprise is a great one. Thanks for listening, I do not talk to my friends about my ex because they think I'm over her. (I try to lie to myself and others) Link to post Share on other sites
moimeme Posted May 5, 2004 Share Posted May 5, 2004 I understand that sometimes in life we cannot have what we really want. So true. Unfortunate, but true. in reality the girl that left me is the girl that I really wanted You have to believe that there's someone even better out there for you. You can't imagine it because you haven't met her yet! Link to post Share on other sites
Blah Toolz Posted May 5, 2004 Share Posted May 5, 2004 I hear you mean... I'm in the same **** right now. I never thought I'd act or feel like this... but it stings. It hurts being so close to someone, and then having them act like they don't need you anymore -- like they don't want to even be bothered by you. Everyone has said that time will heal... I don't think you should have to lie to yourself and your friends about being over it though -- they'll understand, I'm sure. Just let it flow through you man -- just accept the fact that you are not with each other anymore, and you'll find someone that will most likely worship the ground that you walk on. Someone ever better than her. It's tough for me to believe as well... and I don't feel like having anyone else but her -- but it's true. The next girl you meet could be an even better match. Link to post Share on other sites
Author hurtingandconfused Posted May 5, 2004 Author Share Posted May 5, 2004 you'll find someone that will most likely worship the ground that you walk on. That's what my ex did and I let her.(Some people just get tired of it.) I want to be with someone that will walk through that ground so that we both can worship it. I will not let it be onesided anymore. Link to post Share on other sites
Blah Toolz Posted May 5, 2004 Share Posted May 5, 2004 Yeah, you got a good point. It seemed like my ex worshipped the ground that I walked on at one point during our relationship as well... so maybe I just worded it incorrectly. What I meant was... that we both have hope that there is another girl out there that will be an even better match for us. Link to post Share on other sites
faux Posted May 5, 2004 Share Posted May 5, 2004 Perhaps you miss the companionship that can be found in a relationship, and not your exactly your ex as a person. It's understandable: You spent a lot of time with her most likely, and got used to her always being there, and always being able to talk to her. Suddenly it was taken away, and it's always a painful transition. The day will come when things will no longer hurt. Do more for yourself now that you have the time, as the moments will pass more rapidly. Link to post Share on other sites
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