Cool-as-Winter Posted September 2, 2011 Posted September 2, 2011 Me and my boyfriend have been dating for about three years, going on four. He has done soo much for me, and he looks forward to marrying me. The thing is we are both 20. He is sure of what he wants. I don't even know yet. I have no clue what i really want in a guy, or even what kind of guy will work in the long run for me. And I really want to find out. This guy i've known for a while asked me out to a show, and i know this has a high probabilty of being not platonic. (he knows im not single btw) I'm a goody two shoes. Honestly. I got a 4.1 in highschool, ive never done anything risque. Ive never even drank or smoked. I've only "been" with 1 guy (this one). I stay away from everything that is considered "bad" but now i wonder if some experimenting would do me some good. In my heart i know i want one day, where i can be impulsive as i please. I'm 20 and i have experieced so little. Should i do this date for myself? Im so conflicted!
Recommended Posts