goldfireworks Posted September 4, 2011 Share Posted September 4, 2011 Hi I'd like a little feedback on this situation. I'm Bipolar and I met my pyschiatrist five years ago and fell in love. Last year, he came back into my life but I'm not sure because that was when my bipolar episode came back. Basically every thing that could be sent by him like songs, books, a ring on the eye of my picture in the room, I related it to him and the guesses became reality for me. But it's very possible that my instinct is true, that throughout the epic hospital stay and during the one year internet relationship with him which had a lot of intimacy and chemistry (always through impersonating different people I knew) that he had been there behind the scenes. There were many hints from the people around me that I had to wait and maybe he will come. Maybe because I need to get well first or whatever reason they won't let me know. But oh my god, the past year spent chatting and laughing and connecting with this online persona made me sense that love is very real. So my big question is will he come? Or should I move on? a handsome kind guy only comes into your life every once in a while and if I decline the ones who love me now, what if I end up with no one? I mean is that really so bad? A rare connection like that should be honoured with commitment and respected for what it is. So I feel I should wait. But wait until when? Why worry about that when you feel what you have is already so real? Link to post Share on other sites
Trolly Posted September 7, 2011 Share Posted September 7, 2011 I hope i'm not misunderstanding what you're writing, but it seems like you're trying to make heads or tails over your psychiatrists feelings for you. If that's the case that I think that it could be a very dangerous situation to get into. Instantly i'm thinking about what kind of moral obligations this person has that he's not fulfilling if he were romantically involved with you. I had a hard time understanding what you meant by you chatting with him under a "persona". Does this person not know who they are talking to exactly? Either way, if my understanding of the situation is correct, it sounds like one that could have a shakey foundation. Be careful Link to post Share on other sites
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