sad puppy Posted November 12, 2011 Share Posted November 12, 2011 Heartinlove...you asked how I got to not thinking about my xMM so fast. Simple. I got very busy living my life. I now taking painting classes am preparing to paint for a fundraiser coming up in December. I am taking a course at my yoga studio on designing one's life. I'm busy building my future and making emotional space for joy and for me. I snapped out the idiotic stupor I was in about this guy a couple of weeks ago. Plus I am totally into Eckhart Tolle - The Power of Now. Digest that stuff and you realize pretty quick that ruminating about the past or hoping for the future are both ludicrous as neither the past nor the future actually exist. There is only now. And in the now, there is only me and not xMM. So that's how I got my groove back. If he turns up someday, I'll deal with that at the time. For right now...he doesn't exist. Classic, I love that line! This morning, I am going to join a new yoga class and afterwards, .... drumroll, ... I am going to join a gym. OMG. I am choosing to do 2 things that I know will make me feel better and proud of myself - my lazy ass self. Haha. Yesterday, I went grocery shopping, and just bought only good, healthy foods. It takes forever to shop for real healthy, organic stuff - standing there reading labels and such. Taking herbal supplements as well. I feel once I can combine all these efforts, I too, will be on the way to health and freedom. I AM SNAPPING OUT OF MY IDIOTIC STUPOR! Link to post Share on other sites
Author Barrsitter Posted November 13, 2011 Author Share Posted November 13, 2011 SadPuppy Another great visualization is to talk to him like he's in the room and give him your inner Madea only with a few cuss words. Nothing like speaking to the air, @#$ you, Charlie. Go have your confusion and your bull****. I'm outta here. Then turn and walk away and never look back. Never and I mean NEVER, contact this fool again. EVER. Link to post Share on other sites
sad puppy Posted November 13, 2011 Share Posted November 13, 2011 I so forgot about our inspiration - Madea, hahaha!!! LOL! I have been channeling positive energy as of late, but just the thought of our icon makes me feel so much better! Madea knows what's up, and I needed that reminder. You got it! I rant and rave privately all the time but I need my strong inner Madea to take charge here! Link to post Share on other sites
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