I like a guy that is VERY popular with girls,is my best friend,and has a gf

[thatgirlthatlovesyou]

Ok so on the first day of school I saw this guy in a lady gaga shirt,black boots,and black shorts. He had his cartilage pierced, i assumed he was the goth quiet kid no one liked. I fell for him right away. Me being into gothish guys. We became quick friends, and I found out that he is actually very loud, he is hilarious, and we have very alike personalities,but I also found out that alot of other girls thought he was perfect for them too. I got my ear pierced for him,so did two other girls,but i have the advantage that he is in all of my honors classes, alot of my friends liked him,but they respected me liking him and they backed off. He is very umm phisical? He plays with my hair,my fi gers,when im trying to write he starts clicking my biender, wich makes me get so nervous cuz i nvr know how to react. So i ignore him or smile. So he has a girlfriend, theyve been dating for almost 2 months, and he says he likes her,they never see each other and i dont think they talk very much considering that im with him all school day. Its strange because alot of girls are very close to him,and they all like him,but dont at the same time. He finds out that alot of girls like him but he ignores it and gets back to the friendship. I know because he knew that i liked him,and my friend as well,he didnt like her and he was clear about it to her and everyone,to me he didnt turn me down or let me up,so now its even worse because everyone asks if we are going out and i cant help but smile and say "eew no." because i dont want him to know that i like him again, yesterday my friend Jammy said "you guys should go out for at least a day, i wanna see you guys hold hands...maybe kiss a little." so im like "Hahahah yesss!!" in my head, and since im lookng at jammi and i dont wanna look at him since im blushing so hard, so i say "uh...as swell as that would be, why dont you go down to the corner,kr go sniff a sharpe,get high,and then tell us how it worked out?" and "Nathan" said "yeah go halucinate or something" but we were both kidding around. He is a bit of a player even though he denies it, i dont think he does it on purpose, and alot of my other friends call him gay,and i have to stand up for him. I really like him,and i want to get out of the "im your friend and we are a tease for each other" zone,yes it is a zone because it happens too much to me, i have plenty of relationships like that but none as intense as Nathan and I.