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1 week NC


AlexisMacabre

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AlexisMacabre

so today its been a week since ive spoken to my husband.

he seems pretty happy and im starting to feel a lot better about my situation but today i guess is just one of those days.

 

wait i lied, i forgot yesterday when i woke up i had signed into facebook and i had a wall post from him, he makes music and he had posted a song he had done on my wall i guess thinking i would give him feed back about it.

 

it was pretty good actually but i just pretended i didnt see it and did not even reply to it.

 

it felt good that i was the one to ignore him for once.

i have not once ignored him and it made me happy that i actually did it.

 

i miss him and i love him just like i always said i would but obviously i didnt mean enough to him and im letting go.

 

this time he betrayed me worse then anyone in this world could and i cant ever forgive him for that.

 

im going to stick to my life and try to make it the best i can for my son without my husband.

 

well at least i hope i can.

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