pogoaddictedd Posted May 20, 2004 Share Posted May 20, 2004 hello all.. im 34 yrs old and have been in my relationship for 9 yrs.. been thru alot together .. deaths in family, happy times, bad times, etc... my man stayed gone till 2:30 in morning come home drunk.. no phone call nothing,, not the first time but still im fed up... hes confused , depressed, and i try to not bitch... i just dont have it in me no more, taking all i have really to just type this out... i handled it by giving him a aspirin and something to wash it down.... and just said simply would appreciate a phone call... the rest he knew ,, i could see it in his eyes... im having thoughts of starting over... been thru too much... no effort on his part to marry me and my kids are teenagers and asking him "Are u ever gonna marry mom?" not sure anymore if i even want to marry him if it finally did come about... he tells his mother everything about us and everything else that goes on in his life... too much to extreme... when his baby brother passed on a few yrs. ago he ran off with his girlfriend for a few months.,, he had a stripper come to his motel room and claims it was only a massage... hahahahah im a entertainer and a mother and play a role as is companion , friend, wife? ha ... i know better but took him back because im "in love with him" and the kids luv him also... i feel ive been disrespected, unloved, and on back burner , while i just keep truckin thru black hole.... trying to keep things fun, funny, and positive im wilted at this point... well im not going to read this back to myself cause ill erase it ... i know im being foolish.. and know what i need to do... just needed to type it out ....... thanks for any input, advice , or just plaino "i gotta get it together"advice lol Link to post Share on other sites
Kristine Posted May 21, 2004 Share Posted May 21, 2004 [color=green]It sounds to me like you know you aren't going to get what you want from him and need to make plans to move on without him. The old saying from Dear Abby comes to mind "Are you better off with or without him?". That will tell you how to proceed. :hug:[/color] Link to post Share on other sites
Author pogoaddictedd Posted May 21, 2004 Author Share Posted May 21, 2004 hugs back... confirmation is everything... u nailed it... Link to post Share on other sites
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