Now what? My mood swings and perplexity

[sayitasitis]

I met the guy I wrote about. It didn't end well because I was scared of getting involved and he was angry that by then I didn't want to be with him. Even though he subsequently apologised and said he understood it wasn't an easy thing for me.

 

My mood swings between angry (how dare he treat me this way) and missing (the connection and communication we had).

 

I know it's for the better now that we don't contact. But irrationally, I want him to contact me. Or at least talk through things even if we decide to go our separate ways or just remain distant friends. It was like now it's hanging in the air, not resolved.

 

I know I won't get any sympathy (which I'm not looking for) but I feel the need to release my thoughts to feel a little better.

 

Anyone in a similar binder before? Care to share what you think and your case?

[RickFox]

Yep, I know exactly what you are talking about.

 

Im a MM, had a year long EA with a MW and then just over three months of a highly charged PA with this woman who was our 'friend.'

 

Up until recently, I obsessed with her re-contacting me and I have gone thru the gammut of emotions from happy to sad to angry to sick and so on. As one of the members here put it, "be prepared for the rollercoaster".

 

Take it day by day. It gets better bit by bit.

[sayitasitis]

Yep, I know exactly what you are talking about.

 

Im a MM, had a year long EA with a MW and then just over three months of a highly charged PA with this woman who was our 'friend.'

 

Up until recently, I obsessed with her re-contacting me and I have gone thru the gammut of emotions from happy to sad to angry to sick and so on. As one of the members here put it, "be prepared for the rollercoaster".

 

Take it day by day. It gets better bit by bit.

 

So I should bail now? Instead of hoping he would contact me or me contact him?