After nearly five months, he texts me. My hands are literally shaking.

[HollyHoliday]

You're going to be fine. You were upset by this contact, and that's all you need to know. Contact with him upsets you.

 

Thanks. I finally let it out a bit, and I feel a little better. I just wish for things that aren't a reality. I wish he was different. I wish he would apologize. But he isn't different, and I don't like the person he is.

 

I was doing SO GOOD. I just hope my progress continues, even with this hiccup.