MJEW Posted November 19, 2011 Share Posted November 19, 2011 Well I saw my ex husband with his g/f today, it was like a punch in the stomach, but I saw how happy he is, his smile. He's happy and he deserves to be happy. UGH!!!! I'm miserable and I cannot seem to move forward. We"ve been divorced for 3 years, seperated since 2008... I look at my b/f and I am constantly reminded of the fact that my marriage didn't work. No matter how hard I try to put it on the back burner, to forget about it, it's there and it creeps up and slaps me in the face full force. I try to have somewhat of a normal life, I come back to my b/f when I break up because I think, " ok make this work"!!!!!!!your not a failure. I have told him how I feel, what I am feeling about my ex, and he stays, he fights for us...but I don't feel the strength to fight anymore...I cannot leave, I don't know how to, I don't know how to financially do it cause we've got so much in the house etc.....and I don't want to move the kids again..... How do I find it within????? Link to post Share on other sites
smokey bear Posted November 19, 2011 Share Posted November 19, 2011 Happyness, Happyness within yourself is the only way to let go. I think its easier to find when your alone, You have to make yourself happy, thats when you let go. Be careful of hurting your boyfriend. Link to post Share on other sites
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