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Wide awake at 6am Sunday morning


fenderjames

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Well , Im up and wide awake . First thing on my mind is her . No surprise there , getting used to it . The usual routine ... shower , dress, go get a tea . Then walk in the park and back home now . Shortly after 8am now . Hmmm . About another 15 hrs to go til bedtime and then do it all again . Blah .

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Hang in there luv, things will get better..

 

That's exactly what I have to keep reminding myself. Each day I wake up, I just want the day to be over with. I woke up this morning, thinking of my ex. I cried a little but forced myself to stay asleep. Well it was hard to sleep since I forced myself to go to sleep at 7 pm and woke up at 6 am. I just want each day to be over.

 

Its now been 19 days since the break up, and nine day of N/c.

 

Everyday, I try to do something different. I look at people different. I have more sympathy for people. Because I feel so broken, that I wouldn't wish the hurt to anyone.

 

All I can add is make sure you take care of yourself. Eat, sleep, pray..

 

In due time you will be a brighter day..

 

Hugs...

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