istilllovehim Posted May 26, 2004 Share Posted May 26, 2004 Wow look at how many of us are in here at once. So whats the general mood of everyone today. I am surviving, but thats mostly it. Link to post Share on other sites
Debster Posted May 26, 2004 Share Posted May 26, 2004 It's to be expected. The pain will be there but it will subside after a while. I wish you all the best and hope you stay strong. I really want to be proven wrong and now believe that you will prove me wrong! Link to post Share on other sites
helpless here Posted May 28, 2004 Share Posted May 28, 2004 I feel about the same and that is about it!!! I just live each day as it is! Sometimes that is harder than others! Link to post Share on other sites
pitprincess Posted May 28, 2004 Share Posted May 28, 2004 I am glad your doing ok. I read your topics lastnight. Took me a long time to read them but once i started reading i couldnt stop. Im watching and a few of my friends have came to this site to log in and read your story. Gad your doing ok I just want to let you know that when I finished reading your story lastnight I had .Laughed and Cried and before I went to bed I added you in my Blessings. I as well cried my self to sleep remembering your postings. I got up this morning and you and your story has been on my mind all day. Link to post Share on other sites
Author istilllovehim Posted May 28, 2004 Author Share Posted May 28, 2004 Thank you Princess for your blessings. It has been a hard situation and I do also cry and laugh sometimes. The only thing that is going to end this whole situation is if I stay strong and stay in NC. No not "if", I'm sorry, but "because" I am staying strong and in NC. It is just so hard because I drive by his house or his grandma's house everyday just driving through my own town. This town is exactly one square mile and his town is 3 miles away and on the way to the only Walmart around for 20 miles. Yes I am in the boonies!! I tried my hardest not to look over there today but I still looked. Weak, I am! But only sometimes. It is so therapeutic to write and I even told my MM about this site. I did leave out the name and address of the site but I told him that I am a writer, I love to write (as everyone can tell by how much I do it). I may not be a well organized writer or a good one for that matter but I love to. I know I would have gone insane without this site. I love to hear peoples opinions, whether positive or negative, because that is really what I am seeking here. I want the truth! I want to hear from real people, who do no know me, or have any reason to lie to me, to tell me what is going on. To tell me what I should do. To tell me when I am right or wrong. I do know that these are just other people's opinions but that is still what I seek. I am sorry that I am not making too much sense right now, but like I said, I am drowning my sorrow in a bottle. Tomorrow is a new day and I may have a whole new outlook. I just know that this is going to be a long, sad, weekend without him. Link to post Share on other sites
pitprincess Posted May 28, 2004 Share Posted May 28, 2004 istilllovehim check your privite messages please, Thanks Link to post Share on other sites
Arabess Posted May 28, 2004 Share Posted May 28, 2004 Honest Answer?? I've went thru various phases of responses for the OW. I DO undestand love can happen out of your control I've not been in an EXACT 'marriage/OW' situation Mine was quite a bit different. ....the end result was the same though. What I'll say is this: I would THINK if a man loved a woman ENOUGH....he would not hurt her. He wouldn't make her feel less than. He wouldn't make her feel like her love for him is forbidden. He wouldn't hide her. He wouldn't steal her joy of love away. He wouldn't make her feel like a door mat. And he would NEVER EVER make her feel less important than that 'ruthless bitch he's married to who gives him no sex??". He would protect her and cherish her love above ALL THINGS!! IF you are letting a man treat you differently....I understand. Love is a powerful thing. BUT DAMN HIM...for not loving YOU enough to make you worthy of being in the light instead of hiding in the alley like a silly cat. THAT'S what pisses me off. THAT'S what NO MAN....regardless of my love for him....would do to me. Link to post Share on other sites
sweetbilly Posted May 28, 2004 Share Posted May 28, 2004 Arabess, will you marry me! You're so awesome! I could treat you like no other man could in your life hehe. Link to post Share on other sites
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