..am i going crazy?

[loveburden]

okay so my ex and i have been trying to work things out. well thats what he calls it anyway..

i see it as sex, hotels, sex and more sex. he treats me like his girlfriend when we are together, calls me babe, even chucks up a fuss when i don't tell him i love him or want to be intimate with him.

he says that he wants to see if i have changed, if things will be different before we get back together. he has been saying that for 3 months now.( i was the one that broke up with him as i could not deal with him treating me like **** , yet he still does)

 

i have come here to try and sort things out, i have been here for almost two weeks. however it was his birthday the other day and i wanted to see him but he said that he couldn't, that he was spending time with his family ( his family don't want us to be together, its a secret that we are still talking)

i asked if i could see him the next day, he said he didn't know. i told then that there was no point in me being here anymore, that im obviously not what he wants and then he rang me and told me not to leave, that he loves me and wants to sort things out, he is suppose to be seeing me today. but he can only give me 3 hours...

 

i don't know if im just being emotional or crazy. but its like im the other women. i tried asking him if he was seeing someone else and he said that im being irrational that im acting "crazy" just like i was when we were together and that is not going to bring us back together..

 

im emotinal, nauseas and feel like crap. i just don't know what the hell is going on. am i going crazy?

[Ariadne]

Hey,

 

Well, you already broke up with him because he didn't treat you well and came back.

 

It seems like you really enjoy being with him regardless.

 

I know the situation is not ideal but it is what it is. The guy is pretty iffy.

 

See if you can handle it otherwise you'll have to break up again.

 

Hope things get better though.