A lot of girl drama right now (long)

[LuckyMikey25]

Hi forum, I don't know who else to share this with so I'd like to get this off my chest and possibly get some feedback. I know this will sound a little crazy but I swear I'm not a troll and my story is true except for the names. I will try to keep it as short as possible, even though there is obviously a lot more to my situation.

 

I'm a 25 year old guy. I met this called Ashley in college when we were only 18, I was her first, she my second. We fell in love with each other right away and quickly moved in together. Our relationship was perfect at first, however, after a couple of years together sex became routine and a little boring. At 21, we went out with her friend from high school, Olivia, got a little drunk, and had a threesome. That was the most amazing experience of my life and I got a little addicted to it. We kept having threesomes regularly and Olivia become our "girlfriend", both of us were super into her and Ashley and her had sex 1-on-1 also and me and Olivia had sex 1-on-1. Everyone was happy.

 

Unfortunately, this didn't last. After college, Olivia moved to a different state for a job. She told us that she didn't want to continue dating a couple, that it was fun, but she was ready for a normal relationship with a guy. Me and Ashley were quite devastated. Both of us cried a lot, we really loved her, but accepted that she was leaving. Me and Ashley continued living together and met another girl, Jenn, at a club. We took her home with us and hooked up. Unlike the relationship with Olivia, Jenn thing was purely sexual. I was super into her sexually, her body was perfect to me, perfect natural curves, amazing smell, perfect skin, etc. I couldn't get enough of this girl. I think I started having more sex with her than I did with Ashley, who at this time, was my girlfriend of almost 6 years.

 

Over the course of the year that we were seeing her, Ashley got a little tired of Jenn and started to not like and get a little jealous. We still had threesomes all the time, but I saw that Ashley and Jenn didn't have that "vibe" anymore, so we broke up with Jenn. Unfortunately, Jenn developed feelings for me and started having crazy drama over the break-up, crying non-stop, beginning to take her back, etc. Even worse, at the same time, Ashley also got dramatic and was telling me that me and her were together for too long and she wanted to "find herself". I was very upset and asked her not to go, but she moved out anyway.

 

Now, I'm living alone. I met another girl when servicing my car at a dealership, Claudia, and have been seeing her a couple of weeks. What's good about Claudia is that she is very bi and has also had many threesomes and wants to do it with me (I love threesomes). We are not officially in a relationship, just friends with benefits (she recently broke up with her long term boyfriend so didn't want to jump into anything and neither did I). However, here's where a huge new development happened. Olivia broke up with her boyfriend and is back in town, she says she misses me and Ashley and told Ashley that she wants her to come back with me so the three of us can be together again.

 

I would want that more than anything in the world, we had an absolutely amazing connection and sex was mind blowing 1-on-1 and all together. Also, she and Ashley got along way better than her with Jenn. However, I'm a little wary of Olivia, I'm afraid she might leave again and I don't want to go through a bad break-up again. I begged her not to leave and she still did last time, there's definitely a lot of hurt feelings there. Also, Jenn has been pursuing me relentlessly. I told her I don't have feelings for her but she doesn't get it.

 

Then there's Ashley leaving. I don't even know if she will come back, she's "finding herself" and wants to be "more independent", so even if Olivia wants us to go back to the way things were 3 years ago, I'm not sure if Ashley will. I told Olivia to try to make Ashley remember how good things were when we were all together, so I really hope that works.

 

That's a very short version of the last 5-6 years of my life. Thoughts?

Edited November 30, 2011 by LuckyMikey25