Jonnyy Posted December 2, 2011 Share Posted December 2, 2011 Its been a long time since i posted on LS last. Probably about 2 months. Anyways, I have gone through phases where i feel im over her, i miss her extremely, and where im just content. Its been quite the roller coaster ride. We had our first civil convo a few weeks ago though. She texted me asking if i still had her brother's track spikes that i borrowed last year. I told her i did and she asked me to bring them back to school when i go back (we both go to the same college) I agreed and wished her a happy thanksgiving and that was it. I avoided having to interact with her directly by giving the spikes to her roommate to give to her. This past week though overall has been terrible for me. Ive been missing her so much and i feel as though i will never be over her. Last night i did something stupid, or something good, im not really sure yet. I unblocked her from facebook . I think its bad because i feel it might have set me back a little since i went through all that i could on her wall. I think it might be good because i feel that it shows that im trying to mature and civil about everything. Its been 4 months since the breakup. I still miss her and at times i want her back. At other times i want nothing to do with her. The best way i can describe it is a roller coaster of emotions. I am still in disbelief that this actually happened. That she actually broke up with me. A lot is going through my head lately, and i already have enough on my plate trying to figure out where im going in life after my first year of college. Link to post Share on other sites
Million.to.1 Posted December 2, 2011 Share Posted December 2, 2011 I hate Facebook for this reason. It makes me crazy. My ex and I put each other on Restricted profiles rather than unfriend as we have so many mutual friends and Our brea-up was amicable and i hope we can be friends once i have healed and really moved on. FB is all fake anyway. He makes some of his posts public in order to communicate with me in some weird way, tell me things. I kinda wish I had blocked or unfriended him... but it's such a public statement to do that. I feel for you, I really do. Link to post Share on other sites
HappyFlower Posted December 2, 2011 Share Posted December 2, 2011 I deleted & blocked my recent ex the day he left me. Not out of malice (as he assumes it was) but because I dont want to see him. He thinks it was unfair, that "we're not even friends on fb anymore!" and thats how he stays 'friends' with his exes. Its just an excuse. FB is just a way to make a public display of how many friends you have, and a way to keep tabs on exes lol. I wouldn;t worry about if it makes you seem civil and mature etc. I don't think blocking an ex is immature if it is what is best for YOU. Who cares if she thinks you're suddenly being civil? You know what is best done for you to heal, if they don't like it thats tough I think, while you're still on that rollercoaster, block her again, you don't need to be checking her page and feeling worse. You can always unblock her again when you get off the ride, she'll still be there But look after yourself now...don't worry what you friends list thinks! x Link to post Share on other sites
fenderjames Posted December 2, 2011 Share Posted December 2, 2011 Ive never had a fb problem as I have never joined it . But as far as the rollercoaster of emotions - well I can understand that well . The christmas season amplifies the missing her and sadness . I find myself wondering about her office party ( she took me last year ) , as well as what her seasons plans are , who's invited to her wee home etc . Quite a different way to feel at this time of year ..... but what can you do . Breathe in, breathe out . Link to post Share on other sites
J0N Posted December 2, 2011 Share Posted December 2, 2011 I highly recommend that you reblock before you get curious and stumble over something you don't want to find. Link to post Share on other sites
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