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Making the change


MJEW

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Well it's been a few weeks since I have posted here, alot has happened in that time, for the better.

 

I have put the house up for sale and I am moving on, yup I am doing it. Feels good, i'm anxious, scared but excited and happy all the same. Weird how someone can feel all these emotions in a day. But its for the right and i am not doing it the wrong way which I did with my ex husband.

 

I am leaving them both in the past and I am comfortable doing that. It's my time to heal wounds, close doors and acceptance. Once I am through that I will be a better person.

 

The environment here is ok, we are living under the same roof, the kids know and are happy about it, my youngest is sad for leaving his friends but he will finish out the school year here. I am searching for a house in my old neighbourhood across town. Having some luck, but I am not putting any offers in until this house sells. I hope that it sells fast.

 

I feel great inside, I actually went to a movie the other night by myself, very weird at first, but I found myself laughing and having a great time.

 

It's been along time since I have felt like this, I am excited to get to know myself again and concentrate on my boys and me. I feel her steering in there, she's coming out, and I cannot wait to give her a party and tell her I miss her.

 

Sounds silly I know, but it's been too long since I've seen me.

 

I heard a song the other day it's called " never been to me". what a great song!!!!!.

 

I think everyone has a song to help them along the way, I am going to pick that song. :o

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