SelfCentered Posted December 6, 2011 Share Posted December 6, 2011 (edited) Was just talking to my ex's brother who is also a good friend of mine. He rarely speaks to her, so there's no friction since the breakup between us. But he just popped up on FB saying she wants some pictures that she drew for me scanned and sent to her- I guess for her portfolio. Surprised at this request but I'll oblige. Anyway, this is the first bit of acknowledgement I've had from her since the breakup- indirect as it may be. It made me feel anxious and upset right away. I'm currently at work too, on my lunch break. It made me remember the anxiety I was having at work in the weeks leading up to our breakup when she was acting distant. I couldn't function, I felt sick to my stomach. If we were still together, the long distance element amongst other things would have continued. This anxiety would have kept happening on a regular bases. Why would I wish that on myself... I'm not saying I'm out of the woods yet, but it certainly makes one think that...this is for the best. I think I'm healing. I think I'm moving on. Just wanted to share with you all. Edited December 6, 2011 by SelfCentered Link to post Share on other sites
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