Broke NC

[confusedandupset]

So, after 6 months of complete NCI caved. Finding out that his uncle had passed, I felt the need to write tohim, as he was there for me when we had broken up the first and my grandfatherhad passed away. I kept the conversation short and sweet. I had been itching towrite to him, as I keep getting this weird feeling from mutual friends that hewas avoiding me, and that they didn’t want to deal with drama. I don’t know whyit had to get to be so awkward. Writing to him was kind of hard for me, but Iwanted him to see that I could cordial. I wasn’t sure if he was purposefullymaking it difficult for me to go out with mutual friends (which is what I mostdefinitely noted), or if he wasn’t doing anything and they were taking it uponthemselves to “defend” him. Writing to him was, okay. He did to my surprisewrite me back, stating that in order for him to be ignoring me I would have to haveactually written to him. His remarks can be seen as somewhat insensitive. Hedid state that he does still have my number although he had, “honestlyconsidered deleting it, but something told him to keep it”, but he also madethe statement that he “presumes I still have his number”. Overall it was bittersweet.I offered him to get coffee and chat, to which he responded that through the 3years we dated I should know he doesn’t really talk much, but I told him thatthe offer stands if he chooses to take it. I am still in shock that he wroteback, I mean he’s the type to ignore, run away, and abandon things he doesn’t wantto deal with so Im baffled that he didn’t just delete my message.

 

I am sure this means nothing, andI don’t want to get excited over it, cause it was just a response, but at leastI have a little more closure than I did before.

Edited December 6, 2011 by confusedandupset
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