dicky_fish Posted December 12, 2011 Share Posted December 12, 2011 This time last year was when we had our first break up. I remember how upset I was on that Sunday night and being in a trance-like state for most of the Monday, but then that Monday evening she rang me and begged for me back saying she realised she'd made the biggest mistake. We re-kindled that night and it lead to 5 months of total happiness for me. How little did I realise it was all such a lie? Turned out that the night before she'd slept with someone else and she didn't tell me about it when we got back together because she was scared that I would have run away. So used. So betrayed. But how come I still love her? I know that I won't be getting the same miracle I prayed for a year ago, as much as my heart yearns for it. Yesterday's episode of Merlin really didn't help matters either, for a start it was our favourite programme to watch together, but the main focus was on King Arthur pondering on how much he was still in love with Gwen even after she'd betrayed him with Lancelot a few episodes ago, and also how to make himself love another. Link to post Share on other sites
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