stab17 Posted December 29, 2011 Posted December 29, 2011 I was a month NC, but i caved in on Christmas, called her and greeted her "Merry Christmas". Now it just feels like I set myself back BIGTIME... Even though I am well aware now of the reasons of the break up and have a clearer mind, how is she supposed to know that I am changing and being more positive when we're on NC? She's way too stubborn to break contact, but she still cried when I called her, I just kept a confident and happy tone. I just feel so weak going into New Years knowing I won't be spending it with here as I did for 2 years.
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