daisydukes Posted December 30, 2011 Share Posted December 30, 2011 My ex broke up with me recently and I have moved on from him I do not even think about him anymore because I have finally accepted it is over. However......... I recently ran into a old ex from my senior year of High School and Freshman year in college and now I want him back what?? I haven't seen him since I was a freshman and that was 6 years ago and suddenly I want him back? I am clearly losing it:( I even attempted to make a date with him just to get back with him! I do not know if I am looking for rebounds or trying to re-live the past but clearly I am not in a right state of mind. What is wrong with me? I guess maybe because it is getting close to NYE and I was supposed to be with the man I loved but he left me for another woman and now I am single and alone and feel depressed. I have no more feelings for the man who stomped on my heart and left me for another woman instead I am trying to re-live the past with someone who was my high school sweetheart? Could I be anymore pathetic? Link to post Share on other sites
sunflower11 Posted December 30, 2011 Share Posted December 30, 2011 hey girl i went through the same feelings as you did...a month after ex "y" broke up with me i wanted ex "z" back. i think its normal to feel that way, or for me now i realize i was feeling vulnerable and was trying to find someone to fill the hole and of course you think of the next best person who you had a lovely time with and good memories. i realized i was so used to having someone with me than being alone was scary and i needed someone by my side. i felt depressed and alone too and thought i was going cuckoo cause it didnt make any sense hehe but you will get through it, i promise with time you will come to realize the feelings are normal because you are going through the healing process and i find that i am now really enjoying being single and having time to myself cause i am learning so much!! hugs to you! once the holidays pass you will be able to breathe easier )) Link to post Share on other sites
Author daisydukes Posted December 30, 2011 Author Share Posted December 30, 2011 Thanks. It has been an odd week altogether! First I run into my old ex and then 2 days later my most recent ex the one who left me for another woman texted me and said sorry for cheating on you. I meant to tell you many,many times but the timing was always bad ( ya,whatever) and said I still love and think about you all the time you will always be my friend and I hope you can be mine. Ya right! I would never be his friend:sick: and that is when I started losing it and thinking maybe I need to get back with my HS sweetheart maybe it was fate. I just need 2011 to end and start a new chapter in my life. Link to post Share on other sites
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