Buttercup84 Posted December 31, 2011 Share Posted December 31, 2011 Hi Guys In July the man I thought I would marry broke up with me . We lived together for two years . He was the perfect boyfriend at first , just perfect . I took a while to like him , but after a month we said I love you and I was hooked . But after a shaky start he became emotionally abusive ( according to my therapist ) and he showed a mean streak towards me and others . He called me a ****ing retard , ignored me , had a dating profile while we were together , made me do things I didn't want to etc . I have been trying so hard but this is defeating me . I am in thearapy and been to my doctor who is amazing . I am really pushing myself to go out tonight for NYE . I just miss him so much . I wasn't the best girlfriend , I nagged a bit and got needy when he pulled away . I am scared Ill never be normal again . Link to post Share on other sites
BrettLost Posted December 31, 2011 Share Posted December 31, 2011 Buttercup, What is normal? Only what u define it as... Use tonight as a reflection on your life and where u want/need it to be. Whether or not a SO is in that picture to be normal is up to you. If u wanna go out, go out. I think all agree that once love is lost, the emptiness that remains seems to be un-replaceable. From what Ive read it does come. All the best in 2012. Link to post Share on other sites
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