Turning 21, never felt soo alone

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Well the time has come for me to ascend into the 21 slot of my life. *yay* but regardless of how much I try to feel better about it, the more I realize I truly have no "friends". I have the occasional acquaintance. Coworkers, and people I talk to, but it never goes anywhere no matter how much I would like it to morph into the next stage. Now some background story.

 

Back in high school I had a core group of friends. It was the 3 of them and myself. We hung out and such and eventually moved onto college, it was great because we pretty much went all to the same college expect 1 who went out of town. Then eventually another friend went out of state, and so I was left with 1 core friend. Eventually recently she drifted away and I can sense something because she seems to be avoiding me. I ask her to hang out, she is busy, I invite her to my birthday and she works (even though she had time to request it.) Thus, I am left with myself. I look to my coworkers, but am never really able to set a date to hang out (conflicting schedules, emergencies etc..) School? Here and there, but it never materializes into anything. Then occasionally there are the people who are like "let's hang out soon" etc..but it never happens.

 

Thus, I just feel alone. Not to mention my parents are in the process of separation. *sigh* everything just looks great!

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I'm guessing you're a girl so cheer up sweetie! If you're a guy try to take comfort in me calling you sweetie any ways.

 

If you're a girl I'd by you a little paper princes crown that says 21 and take you on a pub crawl you'd surely forget from intoxication! Fruity mixed drinks for this birthday girl only please! I'd also punch out the lights on any one who gave you trouble.

 

If you were a man I'd take you out to a boxing match for a night of cigars and brewski's. Then afterward if it was a good night for going after women I'd set you lose on the public as drunk as you ever been and back you up if we got in any fights.

 

A lot of people feel a lone. You'd be doing yourself and some one else a favor if you befriended some one. Join a club or something. Invite people to do stuff. When you do find that good friend cherish them!