twisted Posted June 2, 2004 Share Posted June 2, 2004 [font=courier new][/font][color=indigo][/color] I am suffocating my relationship with my man to death! No matter how hard i try i cant stop trippin, well i have been doing better but i am woried it might be too late. I love my man with all my heart, i feel as if i always have to be with him. I understand the man needs space and i try to give him space when he wants it but i always trip. I say "What the F do u gotta go do, why cant i be there, who u really gonna go kick it with? stupid sht like that and i know it is stupid but i cant get over it. I am used to being with control freak guys who never let me out of the house cus they think i am gonna go cheat. while i am sitting at home being a good lil btch, they are out f*cking my friends(my xfriends, i dont have friends anymore) the past 2 boyfriends i have had were like that i was with #1 for 2yrs and #2for 4yrs and i have a baby with him. I have always lived with my boyfriends. I finally got out of my f*cked up relationship and hooked up with this awsome guy, he is great he loves my son and most important my son loves him. He hasnt had a girlfriend for 10yrs and is used to being able to do whatever w/o it effecting any1 else. Now all the sudden he has this b*tch asking him 21q's and pestering the hell out of him cuz i am not used to going home and when he tells me "Hey i need some time" I'm thinkin in my head "Oh really time for what mothaf*ker" and i dont leave i cant its weird. It makes me feel so unwanted and i feel so alone im not used to having a boyfriend that wants me to have a life, i always think that he hates me and i feel like i am unimportant in his life. He dosnt answer his phone when he leaves he'll be gone for like 2 days and not call or any thing it makes me crazy. I know u rlike what is this girl goin through! oh WOW if u only knew. i know he wouldnt cheat but it is in the back of my head, what those other jerks did and he is nothing like them, whats wrong with me HELP Link to post Share on other sites
DerangedAngel Posted June 2, 2004 Share Posted June 2, 2004 [color=green]i know he wouldnt cheat[/color] Good. but it is in the back of my head what those other jerks did I understand. But read above. [color=red]he is nothing like them[/color] Now read the green font, then the red font. Then the green font. Then the red font. He dosnt answer his phone when he leaves he'll be gone for like 2 days and not call or any thing it makes me crazy. Now this I don't get. He should make time to call you if you don't see him for a few days. At least just to see how you are doing. Do you know where he goes? -Deranged Link to post Share on other sites
Author twisted Posted June 2, 2004 Author Share Posted June 2, 2004 Yeah he just hangs out with friends. He dose it because he is tring to make me head strong and it works in a way because i dont trip out half as hard as i used to! i just need to get my life back, now that i actuly can! I just dont know what to do with myself. I'M FREE:eek: My mind just wonders so far and i tried tellin him it dosnt help any when u dont answer ur phone and he says "i know" i need friends again.Friends i can trust, he is my bestfriend and i am so worried about stupid sh*t i'm afraid he'll run away. ]i need help dont i Link to post Share on other sites
Author twisted Posted June 2, 2004 Author Share Posted June 2, 2004 for your reply, it means a lot to me. It feels good to have someone listen when it seems like everyone else is teaming up onme Link to post Share on other sites
Truth Posted June 2, 2004 Share Posted June 2, 2004 It sounds like he can do better than you. Sorry. Link to post Share on other sites
DerangedAngel Posted June 2, 2004 Share Posted June 2, 2004 You're welcome. I hope things work out the best for you, your son, and your man. Glad to have you here at LoveShack, by the way. -Deranged Link to post Share on other sites
Recommended Posts