LilThalie Posted January 23, 2012 Share Posted January 23, 2012 I'm leaving this city in three weeks, I'm incredibly busy finishing up the study project which brought me here in the first place and I wanted to explore who I am and just keep meeting people. Now this guy came into my life. I knew him before as he's working on the same project as I am, but we never really talked. I met him accidentally at a party last week and we've been in contact since. I'm incredibly at ease talking to him, the conversation flows. We went out for dinner and drinks, it was relaxed and nice. We kissed and it just felt right. We met again and I ended up going back to his place, we drank some wine and talked and he said, "I know we have no time but I don't want to rush this." So I just fell asleep in his arms. We made plans for the weekend, we are talking daily. Yesterday I sat at home and I got a message from him, a nice one. I don't know what happened in my mind but I just started crying. I'm happy, I enjoy and when he gets in touch with me, it makes me smile. At the same time, I get so emotional. Probably it's because a part of me wishes that he'd just fade away from my life. Because I know if it continues as it is now, this one will hurt even though we won't get more than 3 weeks together... Something tells me I'll get over the hurt and I'll regret if I don't make the most of this time. So should I listen to this voice within? Link to post Share on other sites
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