newlife83 Posted March 1, 2012 Share Posted March 1, 2012 Its a long story but i will shorten it. She is from country that is 500km from my town. In her town i have a lot of relatives, and thats how we met and almost immediately agreed to move to my country. its been great at the beginning but soon she got pregnant.She changed it totally.She started to miss her friends,her previous life,her country. And she did nothing to feel better in this country.Me and my family tried a lot but she was always unhappy. 24.02.2012. i went to her country so we could get some documents so we could get married in my country.5minutes before we should sit in a car she said "its over.i am not going to your country.i will abort the child". since 28.02.2012, i havent heard of it. i can not believe someone can shoot you off like that. she did it 7 days ago when i was in her country, but when i got home she started crying and begging to come to her country again so she could come to me in my country.but this time she is not calling and she will definately abort the child.maybe she already did.its so unbelievable!!! i already seen the picture of my baby in her uterus, we had picked name and everything...omg! Link to post Share on other sites
Philosoraptor Posted March 2, 2012 Share Posted March 2, 2012 I'm very sorry for your pain. Right now things are out of your control and all you can do is respect her wishes. I know what she is doing is not fair, but take this as a lesson on her character and try to find someone later down the line that you are more compitable with. For now just work on yourself. I wish you the best on your path to healing. Link to post Share on other sites
Author newlife83 Posted March 2, 2012 Author Share Posted March 2, 2012 Thank you for the encouraging words. Thing that hurts me the most is that i was sooo close to have my baby and suddenly she took it away from me and the fact that i cant do anything is devastating. Life is so cruel. Link to post Share on other sites
Author newlife83 Posted March 2, 2012 Author Share Posted March 2, 2012 today is day 3 of NC. i am soo down, so thinking much of her, even dreaming of her, thinking about a baby, so cracked and broken. but the only thinge that is positive is that i am 100% sure that i wont brake NC. it would be too painfull to be rejected again or to hear words that hurts a lot. but there is one mistake i did yesterday. i went and log on on her facebook profile to see whether she already aborted, i didnt found anything, to me it looked like she hasnt even been on facebook since 28.02.2012, the day i went back to my country without her,because of her dumping me and saying she will abort the baby. but i am telling my self now, all the time, that that was the last time i went on her facebook profile, cause it is just too painfull. my relatives from her city will tell me when she will abort the baby, cause her mom and my cousin are best friends. so eventually i will get a confirmation of her doing the abortion.so i dont need to go to facebook and loook what she is doing and thinking. i dont know why i am writing all this here...but it hurts so much...so i had to do it....oh...its day 3..i hope day 200 will be soon here...cause then i will feel much better...after all...time heals wounds...i know that.oh god...it could be so great..and she did this...wow. Link to post Share on other sites
Author newlife83 Posted March 3, 2012 Author Share Posted March 3, 2012 Hi. Big news. She wrote to my mom "hi,how are,how is at work, just to let you know that i'am ok". she wroted it...because..she probably made the abortion...and she had the feeling...that my mom is worried about her or to let us know that she is doing great without me. but my parents think she wrote...because she is still pregnant and is sorry about making such stupid decisions...but i am 100% its not the case. i think its the first thing(about abortion)... anyway...it all sucks! but i told my mother strictly not to reply...i don't know why...but i dont want us look needy...i dont know if thats the right decision. any help,any thought? Link to post Share on other sites
Author newlife83 Posted March 4, 2012 Author Share Posted March 4, 2012 so i called my relatives today...they gave me a lot of informations..my ex was at my cousin's house...since they are good friends...she cried about "our" situation...she said she love me...but than she said some sooo stupid reasons why we broke up...amazing...i had such GIIIANT problems with her decisions...and than she finds the smallest thing she could find...to justify her decisions. i mean, the way she did and finish all this, I wouldn't do to her even if she would slept with 1000 people or she would be violent or drug addict. wooow...so disappointed at her. but i found out that she really want an abortion and she is going tomorrow at the doctor to see if she can do it, cause she is in 13 week of pregnancy. after that i called her father...we hada a great talk...he reallly is a great guy...eventhough they said such bad things about him..he said i am a great guy...that he is really really sorry that we are not together anymore...that he hopes she will make an abortion for kid sake...but they are all afraid cause it can mean that she could not give birth in future. i told him, i did not choose this way, but that i will be in any kind of support and that i will do anything i had to do...since i know it costs 160eur and they are very poor. he said we will see each other through skype...to tell me what the doctor said.we exchanged skype names...and i could hear from him that he is very shocked at this situation and is very sorry...he really knows i am a good guy. but hey, its his daugher, so he will always support her. in 1 minute she changed the talking about from living with me and getting married, and in exactly 1 minute later...she said break up is her final decision and abortion.now she really want to abort and is teling lies about me around and finding stupid excuses to justify her sick moves..after begging me to come in serbia and took her to my country so we can live together and marry in 3 weeks(i came to serbia,got all documents,we were already living in my country for 3 months) and then 1 minute later she totally changes her mind. she just want a "single life", discos,bars,dating,sex with more people....and not commiting to 1 person and family life. she is sooooo bipolar...i can not believe.i know so many bad things about her,so many black stuff about her....but i am not telling it around...and now she is lying about me???? sick sick sick. i told my self 10 minutes ago. the way she did all this....this is the last time i wrote about her...i was checking her sister profiles...her profile...and thinking how to solve everything...she have such a bad character...and the fact that in 1 year she slept with 5 people beside being in a relationship with another guy for 1 year...is telling everything. you cant make houswife out of whore!!! i hope one day it all comes back to you...so you can cry and think about what you did....mean time...i will do everything to rise up...to stand from the bottom...and motivate my self to make good things for ME...and not always for others...i will have to love ME more...and not always try to forgive everyones stabs in my back...no more...once and forever.WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND "SARA" ! ENJOY YOUR SLUTTY LIFE!!! Link to post Share on other sites
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