rd1978 Posted June 8, 2004 Share Posted June 8, 2004 well i have posted ont his board recently but i might be looking at things in a different light now,,, 5 years then we break up it was somewhat rocky along the road , i was her first she was my second we were bolth trying to experience life but maintain togethor,, actually she WAS always there for me i was trying to experience life,,, i know that you learn about people and relationships thru everyone you go thru,, and usually you cant just go thru 1 in a life time ,, because youll never know anything else and always wonder,, thats why i feel the divorce rate is so high ,, people jump into things so i just tookt hings as the were and got comfortable instead od trying to make everyday seem like the first month,,, we were to serious never joked she was anal around me but we remained togethor she had a love for me,, i loved her just didnt know how juch untill it was to late,, the thing is she always put forth the effort,, asked me to hang out etc etc. no im not a lazy bum,, i can get stressed from trying to run a buisness and what not... so here it is........... she is not one of these people that i see ont his forum if i were to start calling her that would be all like dont call me anymore,,, alhtough she does have a huge wall up right now and has been talking to someone else,,, this gus probally fills all the voids and gives her the feeligns i didnt,, she is being a semi bitch right now ,, she is insecure and it gives her power,, although i do beleive she has weakend ,, she has tried to contact me but i havent replied and 1 time i did and she was super happy,, for all i know she misses me but im not replying to her,, maybe i should awnser next time she calls or reply to her instant messages,,im confused i feel im doing everything right but i sometimes think i need to show her how much i care for her so she understands ,, or i should just let her be and have her fun...???? but i want her to get a dose of reality and i feel the only way for that to happen is if she is feeling she is loosing me for good, im done with the games and i want to be in her future..... Link to post Share on other sites
FolderWife Posted June 8, 2004 Share Posted June 8, 2004 Then what are you waiting for Call her right now, and tell her that you are tired of playing games, and you want her in your future. The worst that can happen is she'll turn you down. then what have you lost? You aren't with her now, so you won't be losing anything. If she blows you off, don't throw a tantrum, and be stubborn, and not take her back when she comes around (and she probably will come around). If she calls, ANSWER THE PHONE. whyw on't you answer it, if you want her in your life? Link to post Share on other sites
Author rd1978 Posted June 8, 2004 Author Share Posted June 8, 2004 i have told her that i do not want to play any games i cannot stress that enough how much ive told her that,,, im sick of the bull****it seems like she went off the deep end but she is coming back around,,, i would love to just call her and be like im going to come and kidnap you and just take her out to dinner and some drinks,,, she has this huge wall up against me to be strong and not give in ,, i know her friends and this kid that like her are pumping her head up,, she goes outt o no end when before she never went out,, its almost like she is trying to rebell against me and show me a thing or to,, i cannot believe the way she is acting, she is scared it will fall in the same old rut again and i think time is the only thing that is going to stop that from happening,, time heals everything ,, but to much time is not good either,,, she has been hanging out with this kid quite a bit im assuming,, otherwise she would be calling more, i know how she is,, she knew someone wanted her so thats another reason it was easier for her to walk away,,,i cannot stress how happy she sounded when i awnsered the phone the other day,, it was weired its like didnt you dump me? i want her to see im willing to be the affectionate guy she needs,, and ignoring her calls isnt goign to do it and playing the game to,, but it might make her feel whats she has lost,, i almost feel like writing an email staing ive told you want i want and if you dont not feel the same im sorry but i cannot talk to you ..... i know she misses me and i know she is scared of calling me because she is unshure i will awnser and once i did she started to try an cocntact me more,, i just dont want her head pumping up,, stupid stpuid games Link to post Share on other sites
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