Mides and how to react when something........

[tegteg]

happens in relationships or life for that matter....

 

Things like this have been come to my mide lately and i can not find any were in any books or on the net why the mide takes some things sooo hard when it deals with relationships or something to deal with women or even vis versa. Or what ever....

 

Like what has happend in the last 2 days.... I KNOW i should just go on with out her and not even spend one more sec. of even contiplating bout being with or around her... But yet my mide says everything that i dont want it to.... And yet every way i try to fig it out or even try NOT to fig it out i still keep coming back and thinking bout her and this and that, ETC... Which in turn makes me react in ways i know i shouldnt.....

 

Now the only way that i know how to deal with it in my mide, is to take it out physically and beat the living $^*t out of my body..... I.E. 5 mile runs, tons of sit ups, pushups, 20mile bike rides, lifting, and i used to punch my kick bag till my knuckles bleed which i dont do anymore and do it on all damn day...

 

O and i also write poems sometimes but that usually gets me thinkin to much bout the wrong things hahaha.....

 

Damn i sound like a crazed physco..... Owell...........

 

Anyone got other ways?

 

TIA

DG

[pretty_petal]

whats a 'mide'???

 

It sounds like 'mind' but when i have a cold.

[tegteg]

Yes your right... I was WAY tired the nite i wrote this...

 

MIND is what i ment....

 

DG