Wowme Posted March 15, 2012 Share Posted March 15, 2012 Well I am married for two years now, and I am the happiest women in the world. I have suffered alot in my life, and my life with my husband brings me joy. I have noticed alot has changed in the past two years sexually which is pretty odd for me. Let me start.. My husband and I have a age diffrence of 20 years which I love. I allways been attracted to older men never felt attracted to guys my age (no offense). We are a perfect match, and we are oddly exactly alike! Sexually everything before marriage was super awesome but it seems like more the months pass sex has becoming less, and less. Everything has become a routine, I try to spice things up but my husband loves the routine. We have been trying to have a baby a year now.. But nothing... My husband promised me he would get tested (he wanted me to wait to test for money reasons), but months past he never did. Well I want to say one thing.. We never go out, everywhere we go are allways the same places, I have no girl friends, and I am to attractive to have any guy friends. My husband usta be a non traditonal type. I never been a moralist but I allways been closed minded sexually. I never fantasized, never had a high sex drive, never liked the idea of being exibitionist is that the right way to say it? But then one day I raned into one guy that just looked at me in the eye in this really weird way that I had to admit turned me on(i think i was ovulating at the time so i had my first fantasy remember I said I never had one?). Then another day I ranned into two other of his friends (all three of them strangers to me). All of the sudden I have become a changed women... I can't stop my fantasys! I dream having a 5 some even with my husband in it! I am allways thinking about sex now. It is allways in my mind. I have becoming also pretty much a show off, and I would love to do nudes and burlesque! I am keeping this all to myself because my husband would be hurt if I told him. He is now become a really traditional type. I tried to tell him that I would like to do burlesque, and he says he does not want that stuff in his life(at first he usta like it). I am afraid of these fantasies, I wish I can be how I was before. I would never cheat on my husband, but I have to admit if he says lets actually do one of my fantasies together I would be okay with it. How can I get all this out of my head, and also the people in my fantasies out? Link to post Share on other sites
HHC Posted March 15, 2012 Share Posted March 15, 2012 and I am to attractive to have any guy friends. WHAT? But then one day I raned into one guy that just looked at me in the eye in this really weird way that I had to admit turned me on All of the sudden I have become a changed women... No, you've finally found out what it's like to be your age and not 20 years older! I have becoming also pretty much a show off, and I would love to do nudes and burlesque! Sorry, but you can't JUST become a different person. You have either been like that all along and tried to repress it, or you're rebelling and wanting attention. How can I get all this out of my head, and also the people in my fantasies out? You can't. Your husband is ignoring you and you want to act your age. Link to post Share on other sites
The Blue Knight Posted March 15, 2012 Share Posted March 15, 2012 I have too many questions to even think about offering an answer to that posting. Besides, I'm to the point where so many of these postings sound completely made up for somebodies strange entertainment, I just can't pour much thought into them. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
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