Tatatha Posted March 20, 2012 Share Posted March 20, 2012 I think I want to feel anything but the way I am. I want to be held and touched. Link to post Share on other sites
cerridwen Posted March 20, 2012 Share Posted March 20, 2012 Have you thought about going for a massage? Not one of those massages, but a legitimate place where your hunger for touch could be satisfied in a healthier and more positive way? Link to post Share on other sites
Author Tatatha Posted March 20, 2012 Author Share Posted March 20, 2012 No i hven't thought of massage. not a bad idea. i won't act on this impulse as much as I'd like to feel desired right now. i feel dead and numb. its like i am looking to affirm life. its all f*cked up. Link to post Share on other sites
CarrieT Posted March 20, 2012 Share Posted March 20, 2012 Trust me - being held and touched by a complete stranger will NOT make you feel better. Been there, done that, and got the t-shirt (too many t-shirts, actually). I am guilty of having tried to drown my sorrows in anonymous sex to just feeling SOMETHING and I can attest that the morning after is way worse than what you are feeling now. Don't do it. Post here and be patient. You will feel better but not by giving yourself away to just have physical contact. 3 Link to post Share on other sites
Author Tatatha Posted March 20, 2012 Author Share Posted March 20, 2012 I hear you CarrieT. I know. The thought is so out of character for me...but what the hell none of this is normal. Link to post Share on other sites
marqueemoon4 Posted March 20, 2012 Share Posted March 20, 2012 Where do you live? I'd like to run out and have sex too.. we could meet half way? And also I have a 90 minute massage scheduled for tonite... can't wait!! 1 Link to post Share on other sites
cerridwen Posted March 20, 2012 Share Posted March 20, 2012 No i hven't thought of massage. not a bad idea. i won't act on this impulse as much as I'd like to feel desired right now. i feel dead and numb. its like i am looking to affirm life. its all f*cked up. You might have moved your feelings to a kind of "dead zone" within you to just not be in pain. They're still all there. Just in stasis. While they're quiet, consider babying yourself. Be kind just as you would be to a friend. Think about scheduling a massage and afterward, picking up a healthy meal for yourself. Learning to love ourselves is one of the most valuable things to come out of breakups. But it requires effort. I hope you find the motivation for that today. Feel better soon. Link to post Share on other sites
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