stab17 Posted March 28, 2012 Share Posted March 28, 2012 Hey guys, As you can see I haven't been on LS for about 2 months now because I really am trying to heal... However, yesterday I had a dream about her and its really hit me hard again.... =( Please help me I mISS HER Link to post Share on other sites
Whisky1981 Posted March 28, 2012 Share Posted March 28, 2012 Its been 3,5 months since my BU. Last night I dreamt how she came back to me. Maybe it was because I discussed with a friend how I do not feel for her anymore and how I dont care about her anymore. After waking up today I felt an ache in my heart and doubted all the words that I said yesterday. Maybe I am not over her, maybe I would take her back at least in my dream I did. But then again I stop and think, would I really go back to the life I had before? Did I forget how much I`ve given to this girl only to be cheated on and left for another guy? Yea there are times I miss about us but we tend to forget the bad times and the anguish of that moments. I am not feeling that bad now, I am alone and I have only a few friends to tell them how I feel and they are more or less in relationships. I dont feel that bad only maybe I am concerned if I`ll be able to find someone to love again...I dont know...maybe I will or maybe my life will be a solitary one. There are moments I miss her but all in all I think things are for the better. If she wasnt able to respect me then she is better of gone. Dreams are hard, yes, but they are not reality they are those sweet moments that will remain in your head. She is not the answer to my problems....I really doubt I miss her, I probaly just miss someone by my side. Link to post Share on other sites
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