cflowers32 Posted March 29, 2012 Share Posted March 29, 2012 "He" brought my books while I was at work, he emailed me, I let him have the last word. Tonight, he texted me that he "forgot to give me the Strategies for Success book", I just texted back, "keep it." He texted back, I ignored it. Good for me. I was at a friends house tonight who I have been friends with forever, he's also been generous to everyone he knows as he is financially set. He knows my woes, and what I'm going though, I want nothing but to get back in the gym and get in shape, work out my stress, get in shape, and he gave me enough funds to cover 6 months membership at a gym. THANK YOU!!! In all of this stupid agony over the week, my friends have been THE BEST!!! Which in turn shows me how great I am. They wouldn't be all coming to my emotional rescue WITHOUT even asking if it weren't for the fact I had been doing things right as A HUMAN BEING to begin with. I had another friend who lives on the west coast last call me last night thanking me for all I, and our friends had done to help him when he was going though his mess of a divorce and he wanted to tell me thank you and that he felt for me. I'm blessed. My girlfriends too, yes, I have many friends in every shape, sexual preference, gender, and maybe that's why. I care about everyone because I genuinely do, and that I have learned about myself in all of this. I AM GOOD!!! I feel ok tonight, I am tired, but I feel good... now. Thank you to all of you again, this place is great. So grateful tonight. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
jennisfora Posted March 29, 2012 Share Posted March 29, 2012 you deserve better, and you will get it, Caitlin! I can tell you are a good soul with a caring heart. *hugs* 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Author cflowers32 Posted March 29, 2012 Author Share Posted March 29, 2012 you deserve better, and you will get it, Caitlin! I can tell you are a good soul with a caring heart. *hugs* Thanks Jenn, and believe me, back to you!! I have enjoyed reading your posts and your outlook on all as well. I don't know if you read a post I wrote back to you in another post of mine, but I gave you big kudos on being who you are being in your own situation. I think you're doing great too. Thanks Girl. Have a good night, and I hope you are doing alright. Link to post Share on other sites
jennisfora Posted March 29, 2012 Share Posted March 29, 2012 i'm doing all right. been better, but been worse. another day of no contact. i usually get an urge to call or text soon though, and i know i will have to resist it. i'm giving myself little goals, like making it to the end of the week, then maybe rewarding myself. and then maybe go another week. eventually it will get better. i know that. *hugs* Link to post Share on other sites
Author cflowers32 Posted March 29, 2012 Author Share Posted March 29, 2012 i'm doing all right. been better, but been worse. another day of no contact. i usually get an urge to call or text soon though, and i know i will have to resist it. i'm giving myself little goals, like making it to the end of the week, then maybe rewarding myself. and then maybe go another week. eventually it will get better. i know that. *hugs* Are you rewarding yourself? I hope you can. When I'm in a place like this I wish for "just one good thing!" and it's like my friend giving me funds for the gym, that's a reward, and I'm going to use it for this reason. He helped me with that because he heard me telling how I need to do something good for myself. I love him for giving me the gift to do it. Yeah, you deserve good too. Link to post Share on other sites
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