Sophie99 Posted April 11, 2012 Share Posted April 11, 2012 (edited) I've been feeling quite a bit brighter for the past couple of weeks just with life in general. I haven't cried about the breakup with my ex in at least as long, maybe even longer. I know I'm not over it and I still think about him ALL the time, but I'm not hysterical any more - so thats something. Anyhow.. I was sorting through some videos of my holiday last week from my camera and I came across a video from months back that I don't remember being taken but it's basically of me and my ex messing around and laughing which was fine, I just smiled at happier times, but then at the end we kissed and I burst into tears. I can't even remember what it was like to kiss him, and all the pain has just come back to me. I really don't want to go back to how I was feeling three months ago. How many times have you guys relapsed until you never relapsed again? What triggered it? Edited April 11, 2012 by Sophie99 Link to post Share on other sites
flitzanu Posted April 11, 2012 Share Posted April 11, 2012 well, looking at pics and videos certainly are obviously going to be a huge relapse trigger. out of sight, out of mind. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Follower Posted April 11, 2012 Share Posted April 11, 2012 im sorry to say i still relapse on a regular occasion but i have noticed that each relapse is fractionaly smaller! Just hang in there darlin itll all be ok! Link to post Share on other sites
Author Sophie99 Posted April 11, 2012 Author Share Posted April 11, 2012 well, looking at pics and videos certainly are obviously going to be a huge relapse trigger. out of sight, out of mind. I know :/ I didn't mean to stumble upon it, I didn't know it was there :/ I put as much as I could away a few months ago but I guess there's still things from a 2 year relationship floating around in places Link to post Share on other sites
Author Sophie99 Posted April 11, 2012 Author Share Posted April 11, 2012 im sorry to say i still relapse on a regular occasion but i have noticed that each relapse is fractionaly smaller! Just hang in there darlin itll all be ok! Thanks, hopefully I'm getting there slowly too! Link to post Share on other sites
SuperGeek Posted April 12, 2012 Share Posted April 12, 2012 How many times have you guys relapsed until you never relapsed again? What triggered it? It's been about 2 years for me and I still have some bad days. i have relapsed so many times that I am numb now. i can't feel anything anymore. SuperGeek Link to post Share on other sites
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