m.i696 Posted May 11, 2012 Share Posted May 11, 2012 Hello Everyone Hello Everyone, My fiancee' is an escort and I am beginning to have a hard time getting it out of my head. We have been together for two years and she has done it off and on a few times since then. she is a nymphomaniac and has cheated on me twice when i was in jail for DV after having an argument with her about my concerns about cheating. She hit me first and I hit back and I went to jail. Anyway, I supported her in doing it again because the money is good and she is very good at sex, very hot and I have had to fend off many guys over the past two years as they all want a piece of her. i wanted to be the guy who ran her as, given the situation, most men probably would. But another man has a service and we met with him. He liked her and made the stipulation that he would like to "experience" her and i kinda figured that came with the terrority and so we both allowed it. He came to the house (I have to live somewhere else right now) and she slept with him. Work started pouring in. Bondage and threesomes with another girl. I repeatedly asked her about doing a threesome with me and another girl or getting into more kinky sex or web cam, stuff like that. There was always some diversion or excuse and nothing ever happened. But she is out right now doing a threesome. She does them regularly and I get left at the house and she stays gone and comes back just when I have to leave it seems. We recently invited another man into the mix as I wanted to do that with her as a gesture of confidence and security. I wrote the ad (i have always written the ads and had to complain to get her to even agree) and when I was in the bedroom she seemed uninterested. Any interested seemed only to appease me. However when I was gone and not there she searched responses on her own and found a guy whom she "was drawn to". She emailed me and he emailed back. Her email came to my phone and I saw that he had written her a very raw and dirty email about oral sex and admired her body. I asked her about it and she said she never read that. I looked at the email on the computer and the first introduction part had come in but the rest, the dirty part, was gone. She was talking to this guy on the phone when she came to pick me up and then hung up as I got in the car. I want to watch her have sex with him and may join in but am now feeling a little insecure that she may truly enjoy it more than me and will want to see him on the side. She is also saving the contact emails of several other men who responded in her contacts but, of course, doesn't remember doing that. it is like she is doing it on her own and would rather do it without me. More like, it will be better if I am not in the room watching. I might join in but if I see she is enjoying it a lot then I might get very jealous. She seems to avoid talking about this and diverts or gets sleepy when I want to talk about it. Am I over complicating this? Am i being left out again? She is supposed to be doing videos and has had two "auditions" in a house and hotel room, but says there was only bondage and no sex. But she would not even let me drive her to the hotel. She got super mad when I wanted to. i think there was something else. The other girl said do not bring any boyfriends as her boyfriend does not know what she does. But why not me? I wanted to be involved and I was told I would be . . .but it seems it was only a lie to get the girl. What should I do? I love her and am attracted to her but she seems to more or less secretly enjoy doing this without me around. Other guys get to **** her more than me. Should I just relax and know it is what it is? Or am I missing something? Link to post Share on other sites
CarrieT Posted May 11, 2012 Share Posted May 11, 2012 Words fail me. You have already said that she cheated on you so you know she is good at deception. No way to have an honest relationship with someone you know is capable of lying. If she is doing threesomes with someone who pays for it, maybe you should offer to pay her since that is what she is good at... Link to post Share on other sites
CC12 Posted May 11, 2012 Share Posted May 11, 2012 (edited) I highly doubt the veracity of your story, but... You're treating your girlfriend like a whore, so it makes sense that she's treating you like just another john. it is like she is doing it on her own and would rather do it without me. "It's almost like she's prostituting herself for reasons other than my own pleasure. What's up with that? :mad:" If I believed your story, I'd be pretty grossed out by your behavior. Here's some sincere advice, just in case: Since you seem fine with her profession (more than fine, actually - you try to pimp her out, how gentlemanly) then separate yourself from it and start acting like a caring, loving boyfriend to her instead of one of the long line of people who use her body. How does that sound? Edit: Oh, damn, I just remembered she's your fiancee. Ha. Well, be a better future husband, okay? Edited May 11, 2012 by CC12 Link to post Share on other sites
Radu Posted May 11, 2012 Share Posted May 11, 2012 Interesting post, who wrote it for you [you just copy pasted all of it]. She hit you, you hit back, you went to jail on DV [why didn't you press charges against her] ... that's when you should have been gone. The rest is her putting her heel on your dick, like squashing a worm. Link to post Share on other sites
irin Posted May 11, 2012 Share Posted May 11, 2012 hold on shes a prostitute and your upset that she sleeps with other people? its her job! Link to post Share on other sites
Chi townD Posted May 11, 2012 Share Posted May 11, 2012 This is the most imaginative troll I've EVER SEEN!!! BRAVO!!!! Link to post Share on other sites
dasein Posted May 11, 2012 Share Posted May 11, 2012 Welcome to the forums. Best wishes for a long and happy marriage! Link to post Share on other sites
g450 Posted May 13, 2012 Share Posted May 13, 2012 This is the most imaginative troll I've EVER SEEN!!! BRAVO!!!! LOL. I say we promote him to captain save a ho second class. Sad to see this forum used for crap like this though. Link to post Share on other sites
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