sam10 Posted May 20, 2012 Share Posted May 20, 2012 a little about me. I moved back to my own country and became depressed. I was disowned from all my friends as theyd moved on. My father has a new family and doesnt seeme, my mother has dpression and said she doesnt want to see mme for a while as i was running late to her house, i couldnt find work for 2 years and this was the hardest as i really tried. I went to a therepist at the time but prestended everything in my head was fine yet it wasnt. I thought i was tougher and could get over it but i had signs of depression. At this time i kissed 3 ladies while out over a course of a month. It wasnt anything about attraction. It was just because i wanted to be wanted. I knew it was stupid and i have been feeling crap for 7 months now. I didnt tell my wife as she has mentioned off handed once that she would never want to know and its only to get rid of ones guilt they do this so i should obey her wish. Thats the least i couldd do. Im just writing that. Should i get over this now? Its been seven months and i want to move onam i making too much of this? And is my depresssion causing me to feel like this still or should i feel this bad? Link to post Share on other sites
Author sam10 Posted May 20, 2012 Author Share Posted May 20, 2012 to give a longer story. I say i only really kissed one. One lady i told her that my friends father died and she kissed (i was totally not ready for that after my statement). After a sec i pulled back as i wasnt expecting that from that statement . Also another moved in and kissed me. I pulled back saying we shouldnt as we can kicked out of the bar. I know these are excuses but i just want to explain so u understand exactly what i mean Link to post Share on other sites
Radu Posted May 20, 2012 Share Posted May 20, 2012 If you love your wife [and she loves you], you will talk to her, even if you don't mention the 2 kisses. Mention the rest, if you haven't already. Maybe you did something to your family, or maybe your family is just a bunch of *******s, maybe it's normal in your society ... but right now it sounds like your only friend in the world is your wife. Link to post Share on other sites
rach24680 Posted May 21, 2012 Share Posted May 21, 2012 yea i agree to definately get help with the depression as it wont go away on its own, only get worse. as for the kisses, id leave it unless you want to risk loosing your wife over something stupid? Link to post Share on other sites
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