blue17 Posted July 4, 2004 Share Posted July 4, 2004 I don't really know why I'm writing this, but i'll start from the beginning. I went to a party tonight, and I had too much to drink. I ended up throwing up in the toilet, and felt pretty bad for a little while after. After I kind of settled down, I started feeling better and was sort of a little buzzed, and had a decent time. Then about an hour later, my stomach started feeling bad again, and i went to lie down on the couch. I started thinking about how ****ty things are. 1st, I wasn't feeling great so that sort of made my overall mood not so good. 2nd, I was thinking about the girl I asked to sign my yearbook, and how she acted as if I was a stranger. We had been friendly with each other for the entire semester, and then when I ask if she wants to sign my yearbook, she asks as if we don't know each other. 3rd, i overheard that one of my friends may be going out with some girl, so I am a little bit jealous I guess. 4th, i'm feeling a little queezy, so I hope I don't feel like crap tomorrow. If I wake up and feel sick and throw up, my parents will know that I was out drinking the night before. If that happens my mom will kill me. I don't even want to talk to any of my friends about this, because i'll seem pathetic for feeling bad about all this trivial stuff. It's rather pointless when you think about it, but all these things combined really bother me. I don't want to seem like a downer and be sad a lot, but I'm finding that really difficult at this point. I guess i'm just sick of all the bs i''m going thru. I've been told by several girls that i'm very nice, easy going, and a lot of girls would go out with me etc. But I ask that girl to sign my yearbook (someone i've been nothing but nice to) and she acted like she didn't know me or something. Thigns like that really make me upset, and I'm not one to get angry very often. All this stuff probably seems really stupid and trivial, but for some reason it's really getting me down. I don't know if i'm asking for any help on how to cheer up.....or why i'm feeling this way, or whatever. I guess i just want to let my feelings out, so if anyone has anything to say by all means go ahead. I am about 95% sober as I am writing this, so this isn't a 'drunken rant'....in case any of you were thinking that. Link to post Share on other sites
moimeme Posted July 4, 2004 Share Posted July 4, 2004 I'm guessing you'll feel better with some sleep and food. LS isn't very busy at that time so don't be upset nobody answered. It just goes to show you that drinking doesn't make you any happier so maybe lay off the drunkenness next time. Link to post Share on other sites
CurlyIam Posted July 4, 2004 Share Posted July 4, 2004 Wellcome to the real wold, kiddo! Where people are nice to you until you ask them something, anything. I'm not saying she did a good thing, but people act stupidly all the time. Don't get upset over something you cannot controll - like some attention starving young girl's reaction. Don't be generalizing it either, thinking that everyone treats you badly, or making a victim out of yourself because of it. Maybe the girl was afraid you'd hit on her, maybe she was on her PMS, maybe she hated Mondays. If her attitude really bothered you, simply ignore her from now on. Something tells me it will get to her more then telling her she acted like a .... (fill in the blanks with what you want). So keep up your confidence and hope that your friends will write really weird stuff in it, so that you can all laugh after some years. C'mmon, cheer up, it's not that bad! Take a pill for a headacke and be sure to consume lots of liquids, if you throw up, chances are you're a bit dehydrated! Link to post Share on other sites
blue17 Posted July 5, 2004 Share Posted July 5, 2004 alright well heres the update. I lied in bed at 9:00 for like half an hour....on the verge of throwing up. My parents were still in the house so I knew i couldn't puke or they'd know something was up. Next thing I know, I wake up and its like 12 30 and I felt better. I ended just taking it easy, and not eat anything for a few hours. I even managed to have a small breakfast at like 2 45, and held it all in. I've been having lots of juice, water based drinks, and i'm feeling so much better! I'm almost back to 100% again. I've barely even thought of the little trivial things I was whining about last night. I can look back on the positive and fun things that happened last night, since all the sickness is gone now. Now I think i'm gonna cut down on my drinking intake. I'm just gonna stick to low amounts of alcohol, just to get maybe a buzz and that's it. I didn't even drink that much last night and I felt pretty terrible so im gonna be more careful. The only thing about the night that still kind of bothers me is this....(involves the girl at yearbook signing, let's call her Ms. Y) I was at the bottom of the stairs talking with some people, and down walks Ms. Y's 2 best friends (just arrived at the party). The first thought that came to my mind is like "Oh $(#$ Ms. Y is prolly right behind them." Thank god she didn't show up (either she wasnt invited or didn't wanna go). The point of the story is that if I see her in a social situation, i don't know how to act. Should I just ignore her? or should I talk to her if the situation presents itself? I'm leaning towards just ignoring her, and if she wants to talk then that's her perogative, but I don't know if that would come across as mean or anything. ( i used to have an on and off crush on her, but not anymore ). Thx to everyone who replied, im feeling a lot more positive about everything now. Link to post Share on other sites
Bobbie Posted July 6, 2004 Share Posted July 6, 2004 I agree...water consumption is everything in being well. Also feeding the soul. listen to this http://www.boosey.com/pages/cr/composer/sample_detail.asp?sampleid=11346 ) Aaron Copland The Promise of Living For hangover there's nothing better than eggs. Link to post Share on other sites
Jim24 Posted July 7, 2004 Share Posted July 7, 2004 Dude, many guys (myself included) have made the mistake of thinking that whenever a girl theyre interested in is in a bad mood, it is because of them. Bad moods happen on the female side of the human race too, and when people are in bad moods, they may shun friends, family, etc. Don't take it personally. 95% of the time, its not about you when you think it is, and if it is, its usually obvious. Link to post Share on other sites
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