What is she doing???

[BoyinWonder]

Ok, so I am a little lost now. I went the entire last week without her calling. After a week before of her making calls to my work for me and then late at nite calling me on my cell. I won't go into the previous since I already posted bout it. So if you want to catch up you can read that one.

 

So yesterday I am at work just having a good time and doing my thing, when I get a phone call. I walk up to get it and who is it??, her. Asking me a stupid question about work, mind you we both work for the same company. I answer her question, she says thank you and I will talk to you later. I was like okay bye Sam.

 

Later on that nite she calls asking for me again. This time for an item my store has that she needs. Right away I knew she was going to ask me to bring it to her. So I'm like great what to do. I am about to leave work when she calls again asking if I have two of what I am about to bring her.

 

So I am driving home just gearing myself for this encounter. Be strong, no fear, be quick I am telling myself. As I start to go into the shopping center where she works I see her leaving. She's eyeing me like a hawk, seeing if it is me, if I am with anyone all that.

 

I'm like good, I can relax, she chickened out and couldn't handle seeing me. I'm in her store for maybe 5-10 minutes when I see her car pull up and park next to mine. Great, we are going to have an all brawl or something in the parking lot at 11:00 at night. Turns out she just went to Starbucks and was coming back to work. I was walking out as she was walking in, she made the comment that if I stay any longer she is going to put me to work. She asked if I brought her things I said yea and she was very thankful. I said no problem and turned to walk towards my car. I don't think I even said bye or nothing. I just acted like seeing her was no big thing and I was fine.

 

She on the other hand had the look of "that's him" "what do I say" all that good stuff. She just called my house as I am typing this looking for my bro who works with her, I was like he's not here, she asked if this was Jarrett. I'm like uhh we've known eachother for 5 years I think you should know that. She keeps saying I will talk to you later everytime we get off phone. So lost on what she is doing. We go months without talking and now all of a sudden she's calling. I'll be darned if I do. I made my efforts and am the one with the broken heart.

[Parties]

Well try that 2nd anniversary "party" thing. Hope I m dont have to see you?

 

Kidding, do what pleases you. How much time or effort does that cost/ especially if you see em' from time to time.

 

Really. It just excites the hell out of me.

[BoyinWonder]

Ok I am not sure if you were posting in reply of mine or thought you were writing to someone else b/c that made no sense what so ever....lol

[simplybrill]

wow, so you're coming from the guy's standpoint...

 

im not really sure what to say in reply to your post there, bud.

 

At least she's not calling you wanting to have lunch and all that mess. Its only been 2 months maybe, since I broke up with my ex and he wants to have lunch already...im not ready for that yet. I dunno about him, but the whole breakup left a big huge gash in my heart, and the healing is slow in coming...and he acts like I should be ready to have lunch like pals...jeez, whats with you men!

[BoyinWonder]

Not sure if she wants genuinely to be friends or if this is her weird way of trying to make her way back into my life. Like a realization of a mistake made. I almost think that if we do get back together she would act like nothing ever happened, like what she did was almost justified. Just a bit of clarity would be great right now ya know??