Will she come back

[Leew2110]

I have been arguing a lot lately with my girlfriend of 6 years. We have been on & off this past year over silly things, mostly because her jealousy and paranoia got out of hand *& I got sick of being accused of cheating all the time, yet she would tell me that it was because she loved me that much and was afraid I would leave her. 4 year ago we had a big fall out and she refused to speak to me for 6 month, then came back to me. *This girl can really hold a grudge & be stubborn. We split up in may and she was sending horrid messages that I never replied to. Yet when I Came back from a holiday recently, she was waiting for me, told me She had been out on a date with a lad from work but I was the one she loved and all that mattered to her & that she wasnt interested in this other lad. Within 3 days she was accusing me again of cheating simply coz I asked for a night to myself. We fell out and when she came to see me I told her I had enough of the accusations, her temper toward me and nasty attitude. She said she loved me & i was the love of her life etc. I wouldn't listen coz I was hurt and angry.*

Now she is dating this lad from work, has been for 5 weeks now, although telling people it isn't serious and refuses to even speak to me, won't reply to my messages. I seen them together today and he went to hold her hand and she slapped it away coz she knew I was watching. Yet has told everyone she hates me now & will never speak to me again. But she has did this many times before too.*

I do love her & simply wanted her to stop the paranoia & be a little more thoughtful towards me. I didn't want to lose her for good & not once have I doubted her love. Her sanity maybe but never her love. I still think deep down she loves me. So why the hatred towards me and this new man she claimed she didn't want? Should I let go or does anyone think she will return as she always has before?*